Live.Love.LOL♥

Here in My Life

2011-12-05T20:28:00.001+08:00

It's been quite a long while that I am away...
All through those times, so many things have happened... Things that have changed everything about me. Things I've never imagined I would go through.Things I've never really expected... It just happened anyway.
There were just moments when you never really care about anything else but yourself until something would make you realize that you are loved.
I've realized that I am loved. More than just that... I've felt it. And the sweetest part about that is to know that I am loved not by anyone else but by God. I've gotten to know the way He really is the time I thought I knew Him so well. On one of those moments I have accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior with all my heart.
Just then, my life has started. I've felt so free. I don't know where I'd be without Him. And I know I can't live without Jesus here with me.

It's been quite a long while that I am away... and I am certain, I would never be back as someone I was before but as the one God has meant to be. For as long as I breathe, I'll live for Him.

Reject Despair

2011-06-23T17:22:00.000+08:00

© a-friend-I-wasn't-allowed-to-name-;)

Are you always so unsure of who you are?
Always finds yourself wishing on a falling star?
Dreaming about fairy tales and almost live in it,
Do you even care how much it consumes yourself, even just a little bit?

Do you isolate yourself all the time?
Blinded by the level of pain & anxiety that makes you whine?
Always thinks you're nothing but unlucky, weak and vulnerable?
Accepts failure rather than stand your ground and believe it's all possible?

So sick and tired of people bullying you?
Ignores the support you receive and just choose to be passive & untrue?
Someone so in love with the concept of love and sympathy?
It's about time you take it easy and stop being so silly!

In every instance you cripple and hurt yourself, you do nothing but hide,
Why don't you just look up and talk to him, his arms are open-wide,
Having a strong faith heals your heart and soul,
You fail to notice that, you're always out of control.

A mere apology couldn't erase the reality,
Don't dare think people hate you, they don't have a heart of stone,
Try to look around you people care, they're trustworthy,
Don't waste your time waiting for the day, you wake up and realize you're alone!

Jesus Christ, Lord & Savior

2011-06-19T19:34:00.002+08:00

Address: Ephesians 1:20
Phone: Romans 10:13
Website: The Bible
Keywords: Jesus Christ, Lord & Savior
My name is Jesus - The Christ. Many call me Lord! I've sent you my resume because I'm seeking the top management position in your heart. Please consider my accomplishments as set forth in my resume.

Qualifications:
• I founded the earth and established the heavens (see Proverbs 3:19).
• I formed man from the dust of the ground (see Genesis 2:7).
• I breathed into man the breath of life (see Genesis 2:7).
• I redeemed man from the curse of the law (see Galatians 3:13).
• The blessings of the Abrahamic Covenant comes upon your life through me (see Galatians 3:14).

Occupational Background:
• I've only had one employer (see Luke 2:49).
• I've never been tardy, absent, disobedient, slothful or disrespectful.
• My employer has nothing but rave reviews for me (see Matthew 3:15-17).

Skills & Work Experiences:
• Some of my skills and work experiences include: empowering the poor to be poor no more, healing the brokenhearted, setting the captives free, healing the sick, restoring sight to the blind and setting at liberty them that are bruised (see Luke 4:18).
• I am a Wonderful Counselor (see Isaiah 9:6). People who Listen to me shall dwell safely and shall not fear evil (see Proverbs 1:33).
• Most importantly, I have the authority, ability & power to cleanse you of your sins (see I John 1:7-9)
Educational Background:
• I encompass the entire breadth & length of knowledge, wisdom and understanding (see Proverbs 2:6).
• In me are hid all of the treasures of wisdom and knowledge (see Colossians 2:3).
• My Word is so powerful; it has been described as being a lamp unto your feet and a lamp unto your path (see Psalms 119:105).
• I can even tell you all of the secrets of your heart (see Psalms 44:21).

Major Accomplishments:
• I was an active participant in the greatest Summit Meeting of all times (see Genesis 1:26).
• I laid down my life so that you may live (see II Corinthians 5:15).
• I defeated the archenemy of God and mankind & made a show of them openly (see Colossians 2:15).
• I've miraculously fed the poor, healed the sick and raised the dead!
• There are many more major accomplishments, too many to mention here. You can read them on my website, which is located at: www dot - the BIBLE. You don't need an Internet connection or computer to access my website.

References:
• Believers and followers worldwide will testify to my divine healings, salvation, deliverance, miracles, restoration and supernatural guidance.

In Summation:
Now that you've read my resume, I'm confident that I'm the only candidate uniquely qualified to fill this vital position in your heart. In summation, I will properly direct your paths (see Proverbs 3:5-6), and lead you into everlasting life (see John 6:47). When can I start? Time is of the essence (see Hebrews 3:15).

Forever Your Love Will Remain

2011-06-05T20:19:00.001+08:00

© mariakath

Though life may be shattered and drawn with emptiness
You are the One that fills me with hope and love
Surround me with joy and peace
For only You could calm my weary mind and heart

You cover me with the warmth of Your embrace
When I feel so cold, You comfort me
You lead me to the wonder of all Your ways
With You is the safest place I could ever be

Everything that happens, happens for a reason
And I know the reason is Your will
Your plans are present in every season
In perfect time, the hurting wounds are going to heal

You gently fix what's torn and broken inside
If only I give You all the pieces
My deep worries and pain would suddenly subside
You save me from my weaknesses

There is no other whom I could turn to easily
No other whom I could run onto
When fears and sorrow and darkness besiege me
There is no other to lean onto, only to You

My Lord, all my life I'll be holding on to everything You do
And believe on the promises You've made
Let me walk closer 'cause I've been needing You
I trust that Your love for me will never ever gonna fade

A Father's Letter

2011-05-24T17:23:00.000+08:00

My Child,

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother’s womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented
by those who don’t know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I’ll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I’ll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad,
Almighty God

— Father’s Love Letter

Our Strength

2011-05-22T20:03:00.003+08:00

© mariakath

When the world left us all alone
Who do we turn to?
When things get lost and out of control
Who do we call onto?
There'd be times when our eyes
get filled with tears
And our hearts get flooded with
yearnings and fears
Who'll be there to open up
the door and the windows
And let the light creep in to dissolve
yesterday's shadows?
Life can be so hard and at times
we just couldn't help
But think that maybe it's best to
give up on fighting today's circumstances
but it's also life which proves us how
we could be so wrong
To believe that we can never be
too strong
We could be so lonely but if we just
look up above
There will always be our Amazing God
to back us up and show us Great
and Eternal Love
He hears us when we call
or even when we cry
Why not let Him be the Reason to live
each day with a smile?
For the Lord is our Healer from each
and every pain
He is our Strength and He'll guide us
all through the way

I Am Never Alone

2011-05-22T19:44:00.001+08:00

© mariakath

In times of darkness You showed the light,
I knew You were there
Oh, how You've touched me when I was
drowning in despair
You called me when I was lonely and lost
You gave me Your guiding love,
You gave me warmth when I was cold and numb
And everywhere I turn to, I knew
I'd find You
Leading me out of the creepy shadows,
casting away my fears and sorrow
With You I am safe, I am blessed
I'm not worthy at all yet You offered me
Your forgiveness
And who am I to be so scared?
Your kindness and affection, Your loving
protection and all You are is my strength
And as I walk forth, spending every second
of this life to You I owe
Deep within my heart, my Lord,
You were there and I know for certain
Through all these times, I am never alone

Unwritten Thoughts...

2011-05-20T13:54:00.004+08:00

PEOPLE have always dreamt about a time-travelling machine to relive their happiest memories, but what they don’t realise is that one is already here, in the form of music.
Yes, music, not some sort of top-secret device. Music has the innate capability to transport anyone to virtually anywhere with its lyrics and melody, including the past, and in some cases, the future too. For those of us who listen to music everywhere we go, music has an even stronger connection to us simply because certain songs could have played when big or small events happened in our lives. One such song for me that never fails to make me smile is You Can by David Archuleta, which sends me back to a lovely day in San Diego where I first met him…

Festive music is a great example of how music can make us remember happy times, since those songs are usually played only during a certain season. It gets us into the holiday mood, days before the actual holiday, and when they are heard during other times, they can bring back the fondest of memories.

Music’s ‘transportation’ abilities don’t just end in reminding us of the past; it can take us to completely different places and make us feel like we are in entirely different situations. That special quality is probably why we love to listen to music especially when we’re upset, because it can make us feel happy and forget about what was bothering us in the first place.
Sometimes the music video that accompanies the song also plays a big part in determining what we recall when we hear a song. For example, I always picture a balcony and a ballroom from the Renaissance Period when I listen to “Love Story” by Taylor Swift, and whenever I hear Jesse McCartney’s “How Do You Sleep” I think of the roofless car that he’s in for most of the video. In this way, I’ve been to many wonderful places just by listening to music, and felt emotions I wouldn’t otherwise have even known.

So you see, we don’t have to experiment with strange machines to time-travel anymore, because music makes it so easy to travel to anywhere in just a few beats.

Source; Alicia Loh, http://alicialoh.com

Hello Sleepyhead

2011-05-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

© mariakath

Hello sleepyhead you must be too tired
I know stress has consumed much of your time
Don't you have the chance to spend even a minute from the night
Gazing upon the stars, taking deep breath and leaving worries behind?

When you've got nowhere to lay down your head
You know on my shoulder you can always take a rest
Just leave a little of your free moments with me
Right by my side, with my caress, I'd let you sleep safe and soundly

Sweet dreams I sincerely hope you'd find
I'll be staying with you until you open your eyes
And though it's me you might forget one of your busy days
I wish you'd remember that I'm ready to be your blanket and your pillow... and
I'm there for you, for always

*winks* :D

Wish I Am Where You Are

2011-04-19T20:46:00.002+08:00

© mariakath

Wish I am where you are
Where I could lock you in my arms
Where your hands could hold mine
Where we could meet each other's eyes
Where heart beats are for real
And love is all that's there to feel
Wish you could see how much I wanted to
Think, I could give anything
Just so I could be with you
We've always been so far apart
Wish I am where you are

Just Like Strangers

2011-04-16T15:35:00.001+08:00

© mariakath

Think we're back to where we started,
strangers
Who never knew each other well
The way you were is lost
Though you've left your name at the open door
I could recall the moments
But your warmth, not anymore
The words you've spoken have flown
I couldn't find where, they were almost gone
You who said wouldn't be going anywhere
Have let me leavin', away
fallin' into pieces
And it was those eyes of yours, lookin' at me
Maybe telling this is all we could be
While I would've wished that night didn't last
Have got not a chance to call your name or look back
Haven't even saved something to keep,
you were unreachable
And now I'm back to how I was,
almost... invisible

(another unfinished poem)

Somewhere That Person Is

2011-04-14T19:13:00.003+08:00

"... I know he hurt your feelings so badly, but your love isn't fading. I'm wishing, hoping, praying you'll find the guy that'll never hurt you and will love you like no other.", a friend told me.

Apparently, she knew about him. I've had mixed emotions as we we're talking about how I am feeling, earlier. I, too, have been hoping I'd find that kind of person though I can't help but also hope the one who use to bring me to tears is that one we were both hoping I'd meet. But still, I know he might no longer be the one my friend wants for me. I'm insane.

She just want the best for me, and I must admit that things she tells me might be right. Like, I have to move on. But we both know that no matter how I try, I still can't. She just knew how much I feel for that person and I am thankful enough she understand why it's too hard for me to do. I don't want her to worry about me and she does everytime she gets to know that I'm almost breaking down in pain. But I don't wanna lie, either. I don't wanna tell her such lies, like I already moved on.

You can say that I am insane, indeed. I don't know what that person have done to me. I was almost perfectly fine until I met him. And now, he's someone I can't easily forget. Whenever he's there or even when he's not, it hurts. It's stupid 'cause holding on to what I feel just keeps on hurting me but look, I still can't learn exactly, how to let go of it, even if some things tell me this wouldn't get me anywhere. Can anybody help me realize the right thing for me to do?

Eversince I've felt this way, I've forgotten the kind of guy I wanna be with... The kind of guy, my friend would gladly want me to be with. I've wanted someone who could make me smile the real smile. Someone who could make me feel special. Someone who could make me cry, but would never ever try. And then it all didn't matter to me. I just wanna love and be loved back. Hmm... idk, maybe these things are gonna change. But somewhere that person is, is where part of my heart would be.

I Don't Know

2011-04-13T08:53:00.004+08:00

Mood:
[ ] happy
[ ] sad
[x] I don't know

I don't know, for real! Isn't it cra--...
Am I crazy or fallin' in love? (crazy) Is it real or just another crush? (another crush... Yeah, yeah)

Wait... no! This post has nothing to do with it. I'm not crushin' on anyone right now. (really?) haha. It's just that I was supposed to write a question, "Isn't it crazy?", and then those lines from me love DavidArchie's song, 'Crush' just popped in my head so I thought of writing it. LOL So yeah, I am really crazy... And weird, ain't I?

Sometimes, as much as others don't, I, too, can't even understand myself. I can't remember exactly when I started to feel this way, like almost nothing seemed so clear to me. I have so many questions, what's and why's. And the answers don't seem to show up. Maybe, they were meant to be unanswered or I might figure those out in time. It's confusing though.

Okay, moving on... Yesterday, I've had a conversation with a friend over the phone. There were instances when I'd just smile or laugh about the things he say. And then there were those moments where I find myself speechless, especially, whenever he mention a special person's name and his thoughts about him. And then minutes before we hit the 'end call' button, unexpectedly, he said something like, "Never let go of him...". I had no idea what to say. At the back of my mind, I thought it felt right though it hit me straight through as if my heart's gonna crash again. I never had the chance to say, I had no one to let go of. 'Cause although I knew I don't want to, he's not even mine. He was never mine. Everybody just thought, he was.

You might understand the way I was that moment, if you know how it feels to have and to not have someone at the same time. It cuts deep. All those times, I've tried making myself believe he's mine, when the real thing is that, he isn't mine at all.

I still can't forget how it hurts but I've got nothing left to do. This is the reason why sometimes, my mood is, "I don't know."

Hmm... Random post, isn't it? ;)

I Don't Know

2011-04-13T08:53:00.002+08:00

And Then It Hurts Again

2011-04-06T16:50:00.001+08:00

Since I've been hit by too much pain, it seemed like I couldn't get better on things I used to do. Like, it's been hard for me to write lately... Which means I've not much to express my feelings into. And although I might come up with little ideas, I often forget those and end up with no topic to write about at all. I'm not that good on writing, yes. I'm more on sharing about personal stuff though it seem like nobody reads it but it somehow means something to me, that's why I don't mind if anyone or no one would read this at all. I am a girl who used to cry when I'm hurt, but sometimes, tears just couldn't fall even how I want them to. So I thought, this is another way to somehow lessen the pain. Oh wait... This part is getting longer.

Last night, I've found myself cryin' over the same reason again. Don't you think this is stupid? No matter how I try to ignore and forget the pain I've been feeling since months ago... I still can't. Since then until now, I don't know why. Since then until now, I don't know what to do. I know, I've told that person that I'd understand... But it's really hard to understand why that sort of thing had to happen. We acted like there's nothing, right after, without putting an end to what has been. Or maybe we had, it just didn't seem like it was. I pretended that I was fine. I pretended that it didn't really hurt that much, yet until now, I still feel it strong. Well sometimes, it tends to hide and those were the times when I know I could smile. And then it hurts again.

I came to realize, maybe he's more to me than I thought he was, when there wasn't a day that I don't remember his name and who he is as my heart tells me. He really is special though it may be hard to explain why. And I've been missing that person so much. I've been missing the way he was to me. But what's the use of holding back when it wouldn't get what was, back. I've wanted to hold on to this feeling, but would it be right if I'd wait for him when I don't even know if it will lead us to somewhere we were? Or could the tears I've cried take what we had back to us again?

For now, I'll stay where we are. I might cry over that reason again but only time or maybe him as well, can tell if I should just let go.

That Night was Sparkling

2011-03-10T20:36:00.010+08:00

It's been almost a month since the Taylor Swift live in Manila event and it's just now that I've thought of writing something about that wonderful experience I've had. FAIL! But... it's better late than never right? :P So here's my brief story about that wonderful event...

I really thought I won't be able to watch her since just a few weeks after the release of tickets, the next thing I know is that those were already SOLD-OUT! I was going crazy thinking where I'd find a pass but there seemed to be nothing left for me that I even came to the point when I had no other choice but accept that I couldn't go. I was sad. Oh how sad I've felt at those times. Luckily, I've met someone who was actually looking for someone who'd buy her excess ticket. I grabbed it! And I was like OMG! OMG! Haha. I was so happy. I've been waiting for her to have a show in the Philippines for quite a long time. Then the most awaited event came...

TSPH people with Taylor Swift's web guy, "Mr. Jordan Connect".
Let's just pretend that "CONNECT" is his last name.

Last February 19, the Taylor Swift Philippines' officers as well as the members gathered at the General Admission entrance wearing the free I love Taylor Swift shirt from Candie's, along with the other fans who were also in line waiting to get inside. There we also get to meet Taylor Swift's web guy, Jordan who was then touring around the venue with some of the foreign concert crew.

After doing a lot of waiting and falling in line, we were in at around 6 in the evening. Forget about the other things that happened and the expensive foods being sold inside the Araneta Coliseum and let's just continue the story with where Sam Concepcion did the front act, performing hit songs such as Katy Perry's single, Firework. Around thirty minutes later, Taylor Swift finally showed up singing Sparks Fly in her glamorous dress. The stage lights were awesome. Taylor is so gorgeous. I was stunned.

We were wearing these shirts all-throughout the concert with
number "13" written at the back of our hands.

The crowd went wilder when she spoke in Tagalog words like, "Magandang gabi (Manila)", "Kamusta kayo", "Salamat" and "Mahal ko kayo" which were quite endearing. During the concert, she showed her skills on playing music instruments like, the guitar, piano and ukelele paired with her own sweet voice and an astounding production. There were several moments on the show when I just can't stop the tears falling from my eyes... especially when she was singing Enchanted... 'Cause I was enchanted to see her and I wished she knew it. Ah! You should've seen my friends beside me crying, too. I bet we all felt the same. It was crazy. Oh, how we adore Taylor Swift so much.

Everyone was singing along with her all-through, that it almost seemed like a big karaoke party. Taylor was surprised on how enthusiastic her fans were. It was such a wonderful experience. There was never a dull moment. Aside from seeing one of the best-selling international artist giving her all for the sake of an extraordinary performance, you might also get astonished seeing her like a real-life Barbie doll ruling the stage. That show was amazing! Her band did a great job, too. They were all awesome.

Wasn't it enchanted huh? That night was really sparkling.

I'm happy for my friends who had the chance to see her and hug her and talk to her. I didn't get to meet and greet her unlike them, but I'm still happy I'd get to watch it. It was unforgettable — the frenzied screams, the singing voices, and the look on Taylor Swift's face. Everything felt surreal. Ah! I hope, she'd come back to the Philippines for another concert. That would be great! :)

I'll Just Go On

2011-02-24T20:56:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to. - Unknown

Lately, I've been through so much drama. I've been disappointed and hurt. My heart was like crashing. I've felt like I wanna hide somewhere no one could see me. I didn't know what to do, seriously. Tears couldn't stop falling. A sort of simple thing gone complicated has brought me into kind of confusing days. I haven't felt that way for quite a long time that I had no idea how to react but, you know... ah! it's hard to explain.

I've been through a fight with someone who've been close to me. I know my faults... but I know it wasn't just me who did something wrong, yet I acted as if I was the only one to blame as that person have made me feel that way, too. I know I shouldn't have argued, and that I should have controlled my temper even how I've been hurt. I stayed up and think things through. I never wanted it to last too long so I tried to end it with an explanation and a sincere apology, because it was the best thing to do. I apologized... and apologized... and... apologized again. But it was unaccepted and I've got blocked and felt I was being hated. I never knew how hard it was to try fixing things up, and have yourself get neglected. I found myself in the corner, finding nothing else to do, feeling tired. It was painful. We never talk to each other the same way again.

All I wanted is for us to be the way we were, but it seemed like a bigger damage has been done and we can never get things back to how we wanted them to be no matter how hard we try. Or was it just me who wanted to bring the old times back? I've been holding on for quite a long time. I've said, what we had couldn't be something I'd give up. But I remembered, there was a goodbye. What was it in goodbye that I can't understand? For days, I've been thinking, maybe it doesn't mean that way... but as how things are going in between... I realized, maybe it does.

I remembered myself, saying I don't want to lose that person but perhaps, things like this just really happens. Taking deep breaths, slowly, I'm trying to accept it. Now I don't know but, I guess, I'll just go on, letting go of what time has left broken. It would not be fair if I'd still mind about someone who has already forgotten about me. That person has already moved on and I should, too. As I've said before, it wasn't the easiest thing to do and may not be the hardest either. But I'll keep waiting and trying until I learn that it doesn't matter to me anymore.

Wishin' I'd Realize What I Have When You Were Mine

2011-01-14T13:12:00.003+08:00

Here's is the official music video of Back to December, second single from Taylor Swift's third album entitled, Speak Now. It's definitely one of the nicest mv's I've ever watched. :)

"... the song is beautifully written and the video does an excellent job of bringing the story to life. This emotional, artistic clip plays out a like a short film and definitely leaves you wondering if these two broken hearts will ever find their way back to together again.

— Jason Mease

Back to December has been one of my favorite tracks from the Speak Now album. Everytime I listen to it, I seem to feel the artist's feelings, and I think it's one of the things which made this song sound emotionally beautiful. Sometimes, it makes me wish it's just a part of their story and that there is this happy ending for Taylor Swift and the guy with whom she dedicated this (may it be for Taylor Lautner or not) waiting to be written at the right time.

Happy Christmas!

2010-12-22T20:00:00.002+08:00

Whoah! It's like it's been a little while! It's Christmas again. Time flies really quick, isn't it? Happy birthday to our dear Savior Jesus Christ! Happy Christmas to all of you. May your lives be filled with love, joy, peace and happiness.

I wish the good wishes you all wish! Lots of love to all. <3

I Remember it was on a Wednesday Night

2010-12-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

© mariakath

Green, purple and pink pretty lights were hanging above my head
I was standing, waiting, counting the minutes until you're there
For you're all it takes to brighten up the empty stage
And save me from the madness creeping in that crazy place
Time passes by way too slow and I can't wait
Knowing you'll be around made me forget how my feet hurt
Thoughts about meeting you was the only thing I have in mind
After quite a long time, at last, I didn't have myself left behind
The people start screaming nonstop, I held my little breath
You came out in the spotlight ready to heat up the moments ahead
You talked, you smiled... I've felt your presence a bit too perfectly
Was I daydreaming? I can't believe I'd get to see you, finally
I watch you own the stage shifting your sight from left to right
Loved the way you asked us to sing a line from Elevator that says...
"hi-i-i-igh... (high)"
Sometimes staring at your hands hitting the piano keys on Crush
It was fun to sing along with you on the last of the three songs,
Something 'Bout Love
When the first part of the show was over, I watched
as you turn around and leave
That very moment, I've realized how seeing you walk away feels
I know, you're supposed to come out again after a little while
I was really glad we're just halfway to the end of that memorable night
Got speechless when you talked to me... I was tongue tied
I can't forget how hearing your voice off the mic sounded like
But the best part is when your hand have met mine
Your sweet smile shined brightly over the shadows and dimming lights
And how wonderful it was getting to look closely in your eyes
For a second I've felt like staring at the deepness of the night sky
It turn out to be that time seemed to pass by slower than slow
There seemed to be no one but you and I, and little sparks aglow
When it was time to go, I walked out the door trying not to look back
But kept inside my heart this dream come true's photographs
For meeting you is a precious thing to me though reasons are
quite hard to explain
Eversince the 17th of November I've been missing you always,
so maybe I'll keep wishin' until I see you again someday...

Leave All the Rumors Forgotten

2010-12-10T22:28:00.005+08:00

I think, David gained following from Filipino fans not because of Charice Pempengco and definitely not because of her name. We can say that likewise, Charice didn’t get more fans because she’s being linked to David. Before their collaboration on the rendition of the Christmas song entitled, “Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas”, there'd already been the so- called Pinoy Archangels / Archienoys who were supporting him eversince the start of American Idol Season 7. I guess, anything else about his fame and the growth of his career, does nothing about anyone but himself and the ones who were always at his back, and the people behind who were working with him. It's him with a lot of good intentions, great talent and one of a kind personality who worked so hard to build his name and have his music heard on every corner of the world because it's his voice who speaks for himself. People love him because he's positive and extraordinary.

"It's important to try to keep a positive attitude ... It's not the easiest thing. I may not be able to keep up with everything but I try my best. You can look at the negative things and the things that are going wrong, but there are so many positive things, too. It's so important to just keep that hope..." – David Archuleta

He shows a different kind of character which is really hard to find. He has got something other popular names and faces haven't.

As far as we know since they worked together on the said song, David Archuleta and Charice have been good friends but I doubt the idea that the two would look good or would make a perfect match as a couple.. in music maybe, but romantically, that's a big NO! Seriously, this CharChie issue is not making any sense that it's better to ignore the rumor between my inspiration and my kababayan but what are you going to do if it affects a lot of people who were close to you? It's kind of getting on my nerves that the next thing I wanna do is speak it all out 'til I get over it. Look, it's not that they won't really look perfect for each other but, you know, it's not the kind of thing that everyone should be talking about. Are they too desperate to find Charice a match, a suitor, a lover, a boyfriend? And does the rumormakers think David who has so much niceness would be turned down by a girl easily? Charice’s still young and getting into a commitment can wait. Haven’t they realized how that fake news could affect what people might get to think about her? And please, BUSTED couldn't be the word to describe Archie… no way! He isn't even busted. There wasn't any courtship. David hasn’t shown romantic interest to any other girls out there, not even to Charice. Leave these young people alone. They’re just friends and Charice is quite far from Archie's kind of perfect. One last thing, just in case they would use this for another stupid issue, Archuleta fans especially the girls didn’t freak out because they’re jealous, we all want what’s best for him because it’s what he deserves, definitely not this.

Hope this rumor proven wrong wouldn't bring up the past malicious speculations about David. Well, I know, it’s over but haven’t been forgotten since I still hear it from several people so, just wanna comment about that. As a fan, it hurts to hear gossips around and read an article saying negative things about the artist I admire especially when all there apparently is, a lie. Can people who do this kind of stuffs for once get a little sensitivity and avoid making simple things, complicated? Being a beautiful guy and single doesn't make him gay. We should know our limits. We should respect how one lives his life. We should mind ours and seek for self-growth. He's a guy and he's concentrating on his career and doesn't have time for love at this moment or hasn't found the right one yet that's why he's not in a relationship right now. It's clear that he's focused on his dreams, so bury this gay issue forever. It's just another non- sense story.

No one can ever tell who made who famous or who made who gain a lot of fans. And he do not deserve people who are there to judge him or to give malicious opinions about him. He's not the one who needs a lot of popularity anyway. Know him more, so you'd know why... David Archuleta is David Archuleta to the Archies especially to the Filipino fans because he's David Archuleta, a man of wisdom, an artist with a positive character, great talent and who is such an amazing inspiration to other people and never a David Archuleta because of someone else's name.

Maybe, I'm right to say that the four F's in his life– the Almighty Father, his family, his friends, and his fans are the ones who know and appreciate all the nice things he does and all that he is. People like him easily because he’s likeable. He is loved because he’s lovable– he’s unique and definitely not just the typical artist you’ll find in the entertainment industry. What made him closer to the public especially to his fans is the fact that in some ways he shares something wonderful to us, he serves as a role model so we believe we, too, could make ourselves better persons determined to reach for our dreams just like what he did.He's not just somebody, he's someone... and he's way too special.We won't get tired of supporting him because he's worth it all. We always know he is.

"My fans were not simply fans; but instead a group of people who, for some reason or another, decided to unconditionally believe in me." – David Archuleta, Chords of Strength: A Memoir of Soul, Song, and the Power of Perseverance

I am a proud Archuleta fan and this is what I want to say to all the issues that's been thrown to my inspiration, the one who touched me through his music and life perspectives, David Archuleta. I’m speaking on behalf of my archufriends who were likewise affected about the kind of news and articles that almost never had said any truth about our dear DavidArchie. I'm really hoping there'll be rumors no more. Well, as a line from one of his songs says... I know, things are gonna get better. :)

The First Time I've Met David Archuleta

2010-12-02T20:04:00.006+08:00

David Archuleta sweating in the
middle of his performance.

There’s nothing more precious for a fan than getting to see her sweet inspiration right in front of her eyes. It’s enchanting; it’s magical, something like, wonderful? Once I was just there, staring at those archupics imagining he’s actually in front of me and then suddenly, those moments for a while turned into a reality. I couldn’t find the perfect word to describe the moment the awesome David Archuleta was singing for the lovely crowd, where I, along with the amazing Archienoys was.

I seriously thought I wasn’t going to make it to the promo tour at SM North Edsa Skydome and was expecting for sad days ahead after the 17th of November. Not getting to see my dear Archie for the 2nd time I thought would be more depressing than what I’ve felt the first time I missed it. But maybe, that chance was really meant for me to take so unexpectedly there I was, standing with huge amount of archupeople enjoying what the day has to give. I was even one of the 400 early birds who has been entitled for the Meet & Greet plus, ta-dah!... autograph signing! I’ve been very happy. At once I’ve felt lucky for the first time ever in my whole life (just kidding). LOL And funny that I was numbered 143, yeah 1-4-3 like “I love you”. Cute number, right? Ha-ha.

The show started around 6 o'clock in the evening, imagine I'm already there at 8am. I've waited too long, got too tired but nothing has ever stopped me. All I had in mind was that, Later I'm gonna see him, can't wait! It's kinda hot in the venue, even hotter when we finally heard his voice which is always music to my ears and I thought it sounds better when you strongly feel his presence, you know, when he's just there, too close, like only a few steps away. Sometimes, he laughs a little, talks a little, smiles a little and sings a little lot, of course, during his performance. Having him sing three songs and watch him play the piano was so much better than not hearing anything at all. Well, that event was a blast! To hear him sing live is one of the best experiences this fan girl has ever had, another is getting to meet him. Yeah right, I’ve met him (haven't I mentioned that already? LOL). And while he was signing my The Other Side of Down album inlay this ubershort conversation took place:

Me: Hi David!
(Looking at him who’s sitting about 10 inches away, I think.)
David: Hello! How are you?
(He asked while he’s about to sign my stuff)
Me: I’m f-fine…
(Speechless, you know the feeling when you know you have a lot to say but when you’re about to say those, you remember only a few of it like only 0.01 out of 100%... FAIL! But looking on the bright side, it’s alright; at least we had a conversation, better than none. Ha-ha. Then, he’s done.)
Me: Thank you!
(Smiling at him. David’s looking at me with his permanent smile, of course. LOL yeah, permanent, that’s the term, ‘cause his smile never left his face.  It’s the best thing he wears always. He's beautiful.)

David Archuleta's The Other Side of Down Promo
Tour advertisement at the SM North Edsa.

Okay, moving on, guess what? We shook hands! I’ve melted. I shivered and lost my mind afterwards… for real! His eyes are gorgeous, I love looking at them. ASDFGHJKL! Fun fun fun! Best day ever! <3

Those lots of falling in line and waiting for hours that I did and my hurting feet didn’t really matter ‘cause it was really worth it— I've had what I've always wanted. I even got to meet my cyber archufriends personally and finally, after a long time we've been texting and chatting and doing conference calls, so yeah, what a day! Sad though that I didn't get to spend much time with them but hopefully sooner, we'll see each other again.

Now, It’s been 2 weeks, and I kinda miss it. I actually miss him more since then. Meeting David Archuleta for the first time is a dream come true for me. I know, it will always stay in my mind and in my heart. It's such a sweet memory I’m going to treasure forever and I sincerely wish, it wouldn’t be the last but the first of many fan memories that are yet come for me. Love him! 

Different

2010-09-18T15:45:00.004+08:00

© mariakath

Just stand there and try to pretend
But is it going to make any sense?
Though we act like how we were before
The feeling would always be different
if it really feels different

When things are bound to change
We can't ever fight it's fate
To let it be, 'cause it's just the way they have to be
Even if it's what has to be for both you and me

If words can stop us from the steps we're gonna make
If I run to get closer to you
If I shout and call out your name
Could that put us together and make things
stay the same?

I guess, nothing can keep us be the way
we were back then
It goes to show that nothing in this world really is
permanent
And it's hard to get up finding all the used-to-be's
slowly fade
But there's a line trying to take place in between us
and make things different...

Woah Oh Oh

2010-08-06T13:44:00.006+08:00

It's Something 'Bout Love's Official Music Video! Guys check this out! :D

OMGosh! I was breathless! He looks so different in this video... aww... I really miss him. I think he have lost some weight but he seems more matured now. (I am so glad he didn't have any love interest in this music video. LOL)

Anyway, this mv's nice. I love the setting and the way the mood shifts from something deep and serious into a way more positive emotion. It was like, connected to the message of the music, as the song itself says... there's something 'bout love that breaks your heart... but don't give up... there's something 'bout love. There was that side of love which hurts but also the other side which is really something... I think the way "something" is, is something we are to figure out if we don't give up on love no matter how it breaks our heart, no matter how painful it can be. They say that's how true love goes. We stand for what we feel, we hold on 'cause we know that it's really worth that something, whatever that may be. If we choose to stop, we'll never know what that something about love is.

Don't fight, don't hide those stars in your eyes... Let 'em shine tonight... Let 'em shine tonight...

Buy a copy of Something 'Bout Love! click here

Something 'Bout Love FTW! it's such a nice song. And I can't wait for David Archuleta's upcoming album entitled, The Other Side of Down. Gotta have a copy of it! :D

I Miss You...

2010-07-07T20:22:00.004+08:00

© mariakath

But the miles won't let me hold you close and tight

Still, your smile is way too far from my sight

Like a spark starting to bear none of it's little light

My heart dims with all this longing tonight.

If I'm a Dandelion

2010-05-12T13:46:00.002+08:00

© mariakath

Could I be a dandelion for a day?
I wanna float merrily in the summer air
And let the wind blow me hard
Just so I could travel on that far

Little by little 'til I'm miles and miles away
I'm gonna get my smile on your way
I'll be spinning, oh, you might be surprised
Sooner I'll be in front of your lovely eyes

Sweetie, catch me so I could kiss your hand
Ask for my love, your wish is my command
'Cause if I'm a dandelion you'll be the
lucky one
Say you want me, and I'll give what you want.

When You Left Me

2010-05-10T14:03:00.002+08:00

© mariakath

You were standing next to me and I can't say anything,
I think, I know where this thing is going.
There was a deep silence and tons of sighs
With just a look I've figured out, we're not alright.
There's coldness that seizes what we used to have before.
Aren't we the way we were anymore?
From that sweet hello, now you seem to try
Telling me the feeling's off to a sad goodbye.
When it haven't even get to where we expected it to be.
You're losing grip, it's clear to see.
You've made me believe you won't give me up
But you did and I needed to take a step back.
Once you've told me, whatever it takes you'll be waiting.
Yet here, every word you've said were going down,
shattering...
And all the pieces left me with the sound of loneliness
I loudly hear.
It's as painful as this bleeding heart's broken beat...
Crashing way too deep, and is playing on repeat.
Right when you turned away from me and decided to leave.

I Wish You Were Here With Me

2010-05-07T16:03:00.004+08:00

© mariakath

As I breathe the air I'm breathing
It seemed like your breath I'm taking in.
And the way I feel the touch of the summer wind
It's as though your arms were wrapped around me.
With your lovely smile the bright moon holds,
Warm and never seemed so cold
Just like the sweet silence and the glow on your eyes
Defined by that vast velvet sky
I could feel my heart's each and every beat
Wilder than the little waves dancing beneath my feet.
I was for a while sitting still on the sand.
It could've been better if I were holding your hand.
I look up, the stars were out tonight
And a meteor that didn't pass my sight.
If only I've seen it, I would've whispered softly,
A simple wish of having you here with me.

It's David Archuleta back on the American Idol Stage!

2010-04-10T14:56:00.011+08:00

It's David Archuleta back on the American Idol stage. Okay sooooo, I was really excited when I've learned that he'll be on the said show knowing that it's been a while, I mean, a long, long while since I last saw him appear on our tv... and on the other's tv, of course 'cause it was aired on the local television network via satellite, but that is if they were tuning in to the same channel. LOL Am I making sense?

Anyway, Imagine, he also sang that John Lennon original on the American Idol season 7 finale. Yeah, AI 7 finale... I think that was the last tv performance that I've watched — and it was two years ago. And then, I last saw him appear on the news, because of the David's (David Cook and David Archuleta) live in Manila concert (held at the Mall of Asia concert ground) which I have been longing to watch last May 16, 2009 but I didn't get to come there to watch my dear favorite male music artist... oh, it's been almost a year. Wait, where am I now? LOL Back to the topic.

There I was nearly freaking out when last Thursday, I've found out that I missed the part where David Archuleta was singing Imagine once again on the current American Idol season. Imagine how much I've wanted to see him 'cause I haven't been so updated lately, and then that sort of thing happened. So here the story goes.

I've been watching American Idol Season 9 result's night (and I could say, Aaron Kelly is so cute and Casey's beautiful with his ponytailed curly blonde hair. LOL) but because people at home were bugging me for they want to watch a soap opera from another network... I did them a favor. A moment, I've changed the channel... after Jason Derulo (Whatcha Say?)... And then I'm back. Can't wait to watch him... Can't wait... I've had that thought on my mind. And then there's Riri a.k.a. Rihanna, nice! I was still waiting for David... What takes him so long?... But I still keep on waiting. Until Ryan Seacrest finally announced that Big Mike was to be evicted yet was saved by the judges from eviction. The next thing I've known... it was the end of the show! I did get to watch JD, but I really didn't know that Archie's next after the short break. Gaaaah! So yeah, again as usual... I missed watching him, like I always do the time when he was still one of the contestants on the Season 7. Isn't it crazy?

Well, I thought, I couldn't watch him on the 8pm replay 'cause people at home wants tv series and I've no choice but let them enjoy their favorite shows. I was sad. But then, I was aware that they're going out... and they went out. I've had one last chance. I immediately tuned back in hoping they won't arrive quickly so I could see the part I've missed... they didn't. And yessss! I've seen David Archuleta, with his new hairstyle which made him look more younger. I was so happy then. A very nice performance, that is!

That's it! I think this post really didn't make any sense but I chose to post this anyway. So long. Feel free to watch David Archuleta singing Imagine for the second time on the American Idol's stage. Here it is! Enjoy!

When I Think of You

2010-03-24T13:00:00.004+08:00

© mariakath

When I think of you, I remember summer day...
the light in your eyes, the sweetness of your face.
And I hear your voice singing songs,
breaking silence in my head...
bringing lovely music, playing as if it never ends.

When I think of you, I catch my breath.
It was like I forget how to breathe.
And it's as if time passes by slowly...
'cause even when you're not around,
I see that little smile of yours chasing me.

When I think of you, daydream starts.
I open my notebook and scribble little hearts
after I write your name in it.
I put a thought of you in my dear diary...
your love is a part of my wish list.

When I think of you, I feel as if when I needed to,
I could break any wall.
I wanna stand at the top of a building so tall
and scream my feelings out loud,
just so you'll hear me say it even if you're far.

When I think of you, I try to get you out of my mind
but I don't know how to...
'cause everywhere I look at, all I see is you.
All that you are, all that I dream we could be,
is taking over me...
baby, when I think of you, I can go crazy.

Make you feel me

2010-02-23T11:37:00.002+08:00

How did I start to feel the way I do?

I know this must be something I shouldn't have,

for you.

Giving in to this feeling...

is wrong, it doesn't seem right.

Whenever it's on my mind,

a bit pain puts me into sleepless nights.

What brought me to this affection

that always leads me to think of you?

And to think that slowly,

I've been wanting you all-through.

What's with you? Why is it you I can't resist?

Tell me, what's behind all these...

That I need to draw you near...

To get closer and closer to me.

I want a conversation with you,

I want you to tell me anything, everything.

I wanna show you my other side you've never seen.

I wanna lock you in my arms with my tight embrace...

Your warmth, I wanna chase.

My hands wanna hold yours...

How would it feel to linger with your presence?

My heart is longing to touch you,

to see you, to have you beside me.

You're taking away a piece of me...

How am I supposed to stop you, baby?

How could I stay away from getting astray?

When it seems that I'm up to know who you are

and to feel something from you...

and to make you feel me, the same way as I do.

Hmmm...

2010-01-23T14:04:00.004+08:00

This is a story of two girls with the same name yet different spellings.

She always tell me "I love you, mwuaahh...", sometimes, I'll just reply, "I miss you! xoxo". hahahaha! :))

©mariakath

Long ago? or should I say, it was five years then,
way back when I was like thirteen...
I've met a new girl in the sophomore class.
I can recall she was wearing eyeglasses.
I don't talk to her that much and she's same to me.
Little did she knew, she was on my project diary.
And I wrote supposedly, "I think we won't get along with."
I don't know what brought me to write it.
maybe it's just my first impression
also, not everyone likes her at all...
Then, I figured out how wrong I was...
I guess, we've been so mean to ignore her at once.
I don't know why and when,
can't even recall how these has all began.
The first thing we've said to each other
or the question we asked, I also can't remember...
It's just, as time goes by I've found us together.
Day by day, we're getting closer and closer.
She has one of the funniest laughter,
that makes me wanna laugh whenever.
Through the years that come and go, we learned
how to keep even our craziest secrets.
Have we any fights or arguments before?
None, just misunderstandings which were so immature.
The moment when we both made up,
we gave each other a huge huge hug.
Funny that right away, I told her another secret to keep,
Psshh... still a few knew about it as I am writing this.
this poem is written for my Ate Kaye,
and here is a part of all I wanted to say:
We've met when we were on the first year of our being teens
Talked and cried about stuffs which doesn't even deserve our tears
Crazy but we're once frustrated about the boys we can't have
'Til you decided to move on from your first love while I am here,
still haven't experienced being in love.
Now were growing up and sooner will leave our teenage years
It's time for us to think about what for us, trully means.
And you, you mean so much to me even if I don't say so
I won't ever forget that all through these times, I have you...
From crying moments to laughing memories...
From girl talks and serious stuff which our voices speak.
You are Katrina and so am I!
The only difference is that I've got 'H' after 'T' on mine.
Who cares if we're quite different on spelling our names?
What matters is that they always almost sound the same.
They were like you and me, quite the different girls
others have known
yet we still have a lot of a little something in common.
And we went together a long, long way.
What we have is what no one can ever take away.
What's best is that our friendship is always here...
and like buddies forever, sisters for life, partners in crime,
for me that's what we are my dear.
And I mean this, you're not my bestfriend girl!
I cherish you more than that, for you are my true friend.

You're one of the most precious gifts God has given me. Hmmm... I can't say anything that much... all that's left is that you occupy a special part here inside my heart. Thanks for being there. I love you mareng chorvang sis gurlay! hehehehe... ;) Lovelots!

We Played in the Swing

2010-01-19T10:46:00.006+08:00

Gracy Gracy, graffiti by me

©mariakath

We've fallen to a place where we have only the two of us
To get there we've walked through the green fields of grass
I saw little flowers that bloom
Near to it was a tree where a swing was hanging on
As the branches dance with the wind that blows,
it slightly moves...
We looked to each other and went to run
In that race we unexpectedly started I'm the one who won
In a rush I took a sit
You went to my back and touched the ropes that were holding it
Then with all your might, you pushed it away
Back and forth it started to sway
It did felt like I was flying
And I caught you, you seemed kinda smirking
Funny little smiles we drew to our faces
Through the cold breeze it's happiness we have whispered...
That was a good time we don't wanna let go
But later on we both knew we just have to
'Cause the morning is coming near
We needed to say byebye to that joyful evening
We walked on to go home and suddenly I stopped
With just a blink of my eyes
I've found me alone in my room and was lying down,
Crazy as it seems...
I've realized then, I just woke up from a dream. ;)

Merry Christmas World!

2009-12-22T18:54:00.000+08:00

This is one of the most meaningful Christmas songs I've ever heard. I wish all the dreams in this Grown Up Christmas list would come true. It would be a different kind of joy to have a peaceful world filled with faith and love.

Taylor Swift

2009-12-16T11:29:00.002+08:00

I can't say anything more than this:

I'm so happy I get to draw her like this when I thought I can't. Yay! I really love Taylor Allison Swift. :)

I'll Always be Here for You

2009-11-16T20:40:00.009+08:00

© mariakath

If one day you would feel too much hurt inside
and it seems so hard for you to laugh or smile...
Don't forget to remember you've got someone who'll listen
I'll be the shoulder where you can always lean on...
I always wanna see you happy
cause I'm used to having you that way...
but when the time came that you just can't help but
draw a sad face,
there's no reason for you to feel ashamed...
I'll stay with you until everything falls into place.
It's alright if I'd see you breakdown and cry
You can tell me the feelings you've been trying to hide...
I'll help you find ways to ease the pain
And wipe all the tears away...
I'll be beside you so, hold on 'cause I won't let you fall apart...
I'd do anything to bring you back,
just so, once again I could hear you laugh out loud...
I'll always be here for you, whether you need me or not. :D

Truth

2009-10-22T14:05:00.005+08:00

True or False
1. kissed someone on your friends list: False.:D
2. Been arrested: False
3. Do you like someone: True. of course... wee...
4. Held a snake: False
5. been suspended from school: False
6. sang karaoke: True
7. Done something but told yourself you never do: True
8. Laughed until you cried: True
9. Caught a snowflake on your tongue: False. Oh, I wish I could experience winter season.
10. Kissed in the rain: False
11. Sat on a roof top: True
12. Been pushed into the pool with your clothes on: True
13. Broke a bone: False
14. Shaved your head: False
15. Played a prank on someone: True
16. Shot a gun: False
17. Donated blood: False

Last Person:
1. you hung out with: my cotrainees. I wish I could w/ fabulous people to the right --------->
(haha Jess is the original! I just edited her awesome statement.)
2. you texted: amil, I guess. I'm not sure.
3. you were in a car with: hmmmmm...?
4. Person you went to shop with: can't remember.
5. Last person you talked on the phone with: my mother.
6. Made you laugh: Mac. he does it always.
7. You hugged: can't remember.

Truth:
1. Sun or moon: Moon
2. Winter or fall: Fall! but I really wish I could experience those seasons, especially with my sweet Archieholic friends and David Archuleta! ;)
3. Left right: Right
4. Sunny or rainy: Rainy
5. where do you live: Philippines
6. club or pub: club.
7. Do you want to get married: yea!
8. Do you twirl or cut your spaghetti: Twirl
9. What time is it: 2:10 PM
10. Is there 1 or 2 people you can rely on: yea
11. Are you afraid of commitment: yea. quite.
12. What is your greatest hope or wish: uhmm... ARCHIEHOLICS. DAVIDARCHIE. DISNEY. USA. FRANCE/EUROPE. FILM. MUSIC. everything I dream of.
13. Do you cook: Of course! they mostly rely it on me.
14. Current mood: sick.

Last 48 hours:
1. Kissed someone: nope.
2. Sang: haha... yea. I sing a lot.
3. Listened to some music: oh why of course.
4. Danced crazy: yea.
5. Cried: wow! nope.
6. Liked someone but you can't have: maybe. I don't know.
First 25:
1. First prom date: ???
2. Who was your first roommate: hmmmm...
3. what alcoholic beverage do you drink or have drunk: I don't drink.
4. What was your first job: none.
5. First car: none.
6. When did you go to your first funeral: I can't remember.
7. What was your first grade teacher: do I need to put her name here?
8. Where did you go on your first airplane ride: I don't have my first airplane ride yet. But hopefully, next year... a flight to USA or Europe.
9. When you snuk out of your house who was it with: what are you talking about?
10. Who was your best friend: I don't really consider having a bestfriend now. But I treasure them a lot! ---------------------->
11. who is your best friend: in english repetition refers to redundancy. haha! though this isn't quite the same as ^(the question above) was.
12. Who was your first sleepover: haha. I can't remember.
13. Who is the first person you call when having a bad day: I don't really call on the phone. I don't even call from outside their house. Well sometimes I just keep it to myself. But it's funny that when I'm having a bad day... I'll just go to chat with the archieholics and then I feel better. What's with you guys that makes me feel happy when I'm sad?
14. Who's wedding were you in: uhmm...
15. What was the first thing you did this morning: woke up.
16. What was your first concert you went to: unfortunately I've never been into a concert 'cause there's no one to go with me when David Archuleta had his concert in Manila. But I've performed in a concert way back my fourth grade. :)
17. What was the last concert you went to: It would have been David Archuleta & David Cook live in Manila but it's not. :(
18. First tattoo or piercing: pierced, when i was a baby.
19. First celebrity crush: hehe. :D
20. Current celebrity crush: I bet you know him.
21. First crush: hmmmm...?
22. Current crush: none.

thx jess for the tag. Finally, I got to post another stuff on my blog after a long while. hehe. Love yah! <3

18 and Crazy

2009-09-07T14:01:00.005+08:00

To do this, you put your age in the title and list that number of random things you have done in your life. Then tag as many people as your age, or as close to it as you can get, and make sure to tag the person that tagged you.

In my 18 years I...

1. talked to myself
2. danced all the way out of the campus
3. acted on the stage
4. walked in the rain
5. got an Artist of the Year award
6. been a blog-a-holic
7. have met awesome friends
8. slipped on the doorway in front of the class
9. recorded my worst singing voice
10. had shared no. 9 on an online friend
11. been sad for weeks after I've missed to see Archie
12. walked on the hot street barefooted
13. played up on the mango tree
14. cried over a touching movie
15. been a part of a successful school concert
16. been a music lover
17. stared and hugged some others' photo
18. wrote a letter to myself

I've been tagged by an awesome friend Kylie/Yiyi/KylieKorn/MissMuffin/WhateverYouCallHer/etc. and just wanna say... love yah girl! <3

Could This Be Love?

2009-09-01T12:32:00.003+08:00

© mariakath

My mind holding back from that sweet little smile
Though it doesn’t seem the sweetest at all
I bit my lips but it kept on painting one on mine
As this crazy daydream started to go on
Rainbow colors fall in front of my eyes
Like the cold raindrops during springtime
Your singing voice seems to whisper in my ears
With the cold wind that softly whistles
As tender as the classical songs in the radio
I listen to in every lazy summer afternoon
It sounds like gentle lullaby which hums me to sleep
But still I couldn’t help but stay awake
As the bed where I sit seemed to float like a swing
Across two large trees situated in the backyard
My arms wave back and forth slowly
As I found the wings to break free and fly
It lifts my feet off the ground and I don’t know how
It left me spinning and dancing gracefully around
Until the sunset came at the end of the day
But the enchantment it didn’t tried stop
I see as the night came along the way
The glowing sparks floating in front of me
As bright as the wide stellar sky
Where the wishing stars could always be found
This strange feeling really seems so real
Wonderful that I wanna believe it’s true this time
And I sincerely pray it wouldn’t end
Asking God if it’s you, meant for me
While I take deep breaths looking at you face
My heart beats like a piano playing
More lovely than the sound of a music box
It is the most special piece I’ve ever heard in my life
As I listen to it, I find time pass too slow…
Have I already fallen? Could this be love?

How You Know You're A True Fan

2009-08-15T13:31:00.009+08:00

This is one of the best posts I've ever read on the sweet site, Archieholics! Oh, I love them all, so much and I'm so glad I've met them especially those who I've got the chance to talk to. Though, you're not an Archieholic nor a David Archuleta Lover... I think you should read this message 'cause it's so meaningful.

How You Know You're a True Fan
Posted by Prerana (Moderator) on August 14, 2009 at 2:49am in Get Creative!

This is actually one of my favorite things that I've written. For once, it's not a poem (I can write other stuff, but it seems like I never post it on here lol)
Anyway, I think it says a lot. I really hope you guys like it!

A True David Archuleta Fan

If you’re a true David Archuleta fan…

You don’t say, “I love David Archuleta.”
You say, “I need David Archuleta.”

Not only do you believe in David,
But he’s also the reason you believe at all.

When rumors start to spread,
You’re the one pushing them away.
You’re the one who says “Stop. Enough.”
Even if he never finds out you did, that wasn’t the point anyway.
You didn’t do it to be thanked.
You did it to stand up for him.

You don’t defend him the same way you defend yourself.
You defend him more.

When Ryan Seacrest announced that David Cook won “American Idol,”
You didn’t turn off the TV and walk out of the room.
You kept it on and watched,
Just to make sure he was okay.

When David’s nominated for an award,
You vote until your fingers hurt.
He may never know you did, but you know you did.
Maybe you’ll never be personally thanked, but it doesn’t matter.
The smile on his face when he wins is thanks enough.

And then you think of everything he’s given you- music, friends, his life,
And the things you do for him
Seem like small favors in comparison.

When he needs his space, you back off,
But you’re always waiting, just in case he ever needs you,
The same way he was there when you needed him.

You’re the kind of person who has a billion posters, magazines, and shirts,
But you would give these things up in a heartbeat,
If he wanted you to.

If you’ve met David, you’ve thanked him.
If you haven’t, you’ve been dying for the chance to,
Just so you can let him know what he’s done for you.

When things seem hardest, David’s the reason you get up in the morning.
He’s the reason you get up at all.

David is not just your idol, your inspiration, or even your hero.
He’s your reason.

He’s the reason that you know everything will be alright,
He’s the reason you laugh, the reason you cry, the reason you smile.
He’s the reason you have so many friends.
He’s the reason you understand.
He’s the reason you believe.

They say that when there’s a will, there’s a way.
But you know that really, when there’s a purpose,
When there’s a reason, there’s a way.
Because of David.

IF you could say one thing to David, it wouldn’t be “I love you!” or “I’m your biggest fan!”
You would only need two words,
Two words that are enough to describe every way he’s ever impacted you,
Two words that say nothing alone, but together mean everything,
Two words that last a lifetime,
Two words that you’ve been dying to say and can never say enough.

Thank you.

This is for you guys!

It was so amazing! And I could relate to it. So much. Though I don't consider myself as a fan, neither do I consider all of the Archieholics. We are his friends. We are the real friends David could ever have, it's just that destiny might have forgot to give him.
Love yah, Prepre... :D

Photograph and Memories

2009-07-23T12:53:00.002+08:00

© unnoticeably

Yellow spit-up stains would have completely ruined the pictures taken way back from our yesterdays.
The precious smiles painted on our lips were enough to prove how joyful the instant was.
The glowing eyes reflect the colorful rainbow which burst out from our warm loving hearts.
Those held the key for the skies to agree how tight the knot was tied as our hands touch to bond our different lives.
Maybe time will wash away the hue and turn those memoirs into plain, used photo sheets soon to be torn and littered.
But who would rather care than just let them be broken and trashed as they were filled with treasured mementos then and suddenly became empty and loss its worth.
After all a photograph may fade but the wonderful moments it reminds would never unless we decided to let go and set them free.

I am glad to show you this! :)

2009-07-02T17:00:00.008+08:00

DavidArchie by Maria Kathrina

This is the very first sketch I made. Seriously, I didn't think it will work out for me. But then, it did and I am glad. It may not be perfect but at least I made it and I am glad to show you that I can do something if I really wanted to. We all can if we will try and do our best!

Take care always and God Bless! :)

you could view my other artworks at
http://princessemarah.deviantart.com/

When You Say You Love Me David Archuleta

2009-07-01T14:35:00.008+08:00

DavidArchie, if you happened to pass by this blog "Unnoticeably"... I hope you'll read this...

Know what?... A simple 'thanks' from you would always be enough...

Maybe we're the ones who couldn't thank you enough for all the things you've done. You're a blessing, an angel in disguise. We, your fans were called your angels... but the truth is that you were our angel. If you only knew, if you would seek... you'll see how much, how much you touched our lives. You don't know what you did... but we knew it... we knew it and we're grateful for it. If you would know, you'll then finally understand why, why we stay for you each and every day with each and every way.

Your smile is worth more than any word your lips could speak. You could always make us cry, but the tears that fall from our eyes is not of pain but of joy... joy knowing that you appreciate all the ones you love and all the ones who love you and knowing that we belong to those you keep inside your heart.

There's a lot I wanna say to you... about how you touched my life. If the chance would come my way... I will. I could scream it out loud to you across the miles... just to let you know. I could. Yes I could and how I wish you would hear me say it. Unnoticeably... was inspired by how you made a change in me. David... thank you.

I could say that I'm your no.1 fan, but all the others could say they were, too... I don't mind. We're different, yet we're all the same... we were your fans... the ones with whom you could turn to. We always listen to you. We always do. Whatever happens, nothing will change.
I couldn't thank God enough for knowing someone like you. I pray. I always pray that as time goes by... you would still be the David Archuleta we knew from the start.

If my dreams finally came true... I wish you're still you — the nice, sweet and loving Archie I admire. Whenever you remember the ones who love you and the ones you love... I hope... there's me, and them, too.
When we say we love you... we mean it. We do. When you say you love us... we knew it's true.

Maria Kathrina here... thanking you. God bless you always. :)

credit to the one who made this tribute video... I was holding back my tears. LOL

Whenever we remember

2009-06-29T21:36:00.001+08:00

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When we find it hard to breathe, it helps to bring back the memories of a lovely past…
We’ll just reminisce and suddenly we’re alright.
For whenever we remember the happy moments, we also recall the wonderful feeling we’ve felt…
The smiles and the laughter comes back and brings joy to our hearts once again.
And at times that we feel so incomplete…
We just think about those special people and we’ll seem to find the missing pieces, little by little until we get back to how we were before.

You and Me

2009-06-22T21:34:00.003+08:00

© unnoticeably

“You and Me” is not a past nor a history but a present as surprising as a gift wrapped creatively.
We may be from different worlds apart yet the unique and special friendship we keep made us feel closer to each other, despite of the lonesome distance.
Longing for that day when our eyes will meet again…
I know time will come that with each and every tick of the clock; we could pleasantly celebrate the value and nature of our intimacy together and will be forever grateful…
And knowing that nothing will change is enough to hold on…
The stronger the feeling is, the sooner the chance will come along our ways.

Learn to appreciate...

2009-06-13T17:09:00.001+08:00

© unnoticeably

There were moments in time that we keep on ignoring for they don’t seem special at all…
We just realize their real worth, when they have passed and were already over.
Just like the ones we don’t care about and we keep on pushing away…
We just find out how much they mean to us only when they’ve already walked out of our lives…
Regrets will enter the door with the fact that they might not come again no matter how hard we try to take them back.
Learn to appreciate what has been with you through the times…
Turn around and see.
Sometimes those we need and seek for were already in front of us, we won’t see them if we let our eyes remain closed…
They might leave if we won’t let them come in.
Or else we’ll just figure things out after it has already been too late.

I Hope God Smiles on Me

2009-06-03T10:19:00.000+08:00

© unnoticeably

The years that passed weren’t just a while
I’ve realized this life as time goes by
I haven’t seen so much more like before
I’m wondering where I should go

Living a day with a lost direction
That has been one of my biggest regrets
But I do my best to move on from my mistakes
I’ll keep my faith, whatever it takes

I don’t wanna be the wrong kind again
If I tend to stop it won’t change everything
Got to open my eyes and see clearly
That everything good and right will set me free

And if I try to fly would the wind carry me?
Would it take me to where I wanted to be?
I wanna feel and share the love within me
Wherever I’ll be, I hope God smiles on me…

Have you ever realized what you have done?

2009-05-30T16:14:00.003+08:00

© mariakath

Have you ever realized what you have done?
Turn around, what do you see?
Don't say she's getting ugly.
You throw trashes on her face and find her dirty.
You steal the air that she couldn't breathe easily.
You waste the clean water until she got thirsty.
You corrupt her treasures leaving her nothing.
You hurt her pets which were innocents.
You got food but didn't share it with those hungry children.
How mean you were.
She's nice to you.
How selfish that you didn't even care though she's in pain.
How could you do this?
Your feet step onto her but she welcomed you instead of complaining.
You made her weak.
You made her sick.
She gives you what you want and what you need.
She's there when you seek for help.
Now she needs you, where are you?
Don't turn your back on her.
Don't jsut ignore everything.
Have you ever realized what you're still doing?
You were slowly cutting out the green.
But it's never too late to act.
Do what you should for you have done what you shouldn't.
You! I mean us.
Let us give what we can... share peace, share love.
Unite our hearts and spread happiness.
Bring Mother Nature's beauty back to life.

How do you do?

2009-05-22T22:05:00.003+08:00

It's been a while that I haven't been updated. I guess, I'll be gone for another while. I am busy of learning my skills and kind of uhmm, getting some rest from summer classes. Also, still recovering for missing my favorite music artist David Archuleta in Manila. I didn't get to see him nor watch his guestings in Philippine TV and radio programs. Tsk. Tsk.

Aww, I kinda miss blogging and you gals and guys online though I enjoy while I was away and unaware of what's been happening around. I've got no sensible posts right now. But I've put some of my writings here. Hope you read it and please do comment, it'll be much appreciated for I wanna hear from you. I know my writings weren't good enough. I need some kind of suggestions, etc. to improve it.

unnoticeably: writings and poetry? click here (the link will redirect you to a new window)

Currently, I'm finding ways and doing the best I can to reach for my goals as soon as I can. Hope I can make it.

Thank you and God bless you all!

P.S. I've decided to use Maria Kath or might as well Maria Kathrina instead of Marah now since I'm more comfortable and used to it. (After all those times, it's just then when I realized lol.)

lovelove,
maria kath

MR. LOL (Mister Laughing Out Loud)

2009-05-22T20:32:00.004+08:00

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Maybe he didn’t mean to be
But at times I find him cuddly
That if only I could, maybe I would
Eventually pick him out of the tube
And pinch his chubby cheeks
Not just have myself to sit and smirk
Well, I couldn’t help smiling
Whenever we two were chatting
He got jokes from outer space
It makes me put grin on my face
When he show that sense of humor
He will keep you laughing at the floor
There were instances he reacts like crazy
Some kind of weird but it’s funny
And when I don’t know what he’s saying
I used to put that confused emoticon
He’ll reply three letter acronyms LOL (el-ow-el)
Sometimes that’s all he would tell
At times there’s also that ‘ha-ha-ha’
It also makes me want to ha-ha * =)) *
Don’t know if he got speechless or something
But somehow it’s better that no comment
Together with his instant message
Those were there almost always
And it keeps me on asking “why?”
I wonder why but never mind
Maybe he’s just doing silly things around
Or might as well, rolling down the ground
But I would want to hear how it sounds * :) *
Whenever he’s laughing out loud * ;) *

A Pensive Princess's Tale

2009-05-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

© unnoticeably

See right into that cute little castle
There’s a young lady on a glittery royal dress
Fitted is a crystal tiara on her head
As she elegantly stand on the red carpet

Brilliant was she as she slowly turns around
Just as you hear that sweet touching sound
Reflected by a mirror is that fascinating sheen
An almost perfect beauty reigns

Look before her wonderful face
And on the wistful smile on her lips
Despite of joyful impression and attention
She’s stocked in a constant indescribable emotion

Try to seek on her deeper side
Something has she always hide
What you see is a false pretension
She’s trapped in a lonesome position

No one has ever heard her heart
It was screaming out loud from the start
Every splendid thing just conceal her feelings
Precious love was eventually missing

You could always watch her dance and spin
Softly and gracefully with the wind
Have you asked if she get tired doing the same thing?
As they let her repeat it over and over again

Though she wants to find her destiny
No one will dare to let go and set her free
For if this lovely lass has gone away
Left will be the music box broken and unable to play

She was meant to stay there forever
And just wait for a prince to come here way
What a pensive princess’s tale
Would there be a happy ending for here someday?

Guide Me (Back Home)

2009-05-22T19:28:00.004+08:00

© mariakath

Worries took control of my weary mind
My heart can't help but bleed
I tried but deep inside I couldn't hide
Guilt would have nearly made me go insane
I'm getting tired of everything
The pain is crashing deep into my veins
Loneliness would have covered my face
I would have given up from this life
I was lost, I've got nowhere to go
I don't know what to do
I want to hold on
I can't make it on my owm
I can't do things all alone
Give me strength to carry on
Show me the road back into those arms again
Guide me, I need to find my way back home
My Only Hope, show me the light
In the darkness of the night
Let me keep my faith
I wanna live for what's right
Guide me, Oh guide me
I need to find my way back home...

READ PHILIPPINES

2009-05-10T18:25:00.000+08:00

READ PHILIPPINES

Director, READ Philippines: John Entrada

For more information click here

Summary

Through the READ PHILIPPINES Project, the
Philippine Consulate General in New York hopes to develop in young
Filipino-Americans, their friends, and the community at large greater interest
and awareness of the Philippines and its values, history and culture.

Since the READ PHILIPPINES campaign was launched in November 2002, the
Consulate has worked closely with the Filipino-American community and together,
donated over 500 books, videos and CD- ROMS to school and public libraries in
the tri-state area where many Filipinos study or reside. CORE, Inc. has
continued this success by creating more READ Philippines collections around the
tri-state area.

CORE-READ PHILIPPINES has two components - Library
Coordination and Community Outreach.

Donate! click here

Source/ Credits:

Collaborative Opportunities for Raising Empowement, Inc.

http://www.core-nyc.org/

Eighteen

2009-05-07T18:10:00.020+08:00

Maligayang bati sa aking kaarawan! Happy Birthday... Joyeux anniversaire! Qu wuo sheng er kuai le!

I can no other answer make, but, thanks, and thanks.

- William Shakespeare

Today is my 18th birthday!... Thank you to those who remembered and greeted me. I love you, love you, love you! umwuaahh...

Info. Tech. 2-B: zelle, apple, ruby ann, dudez, bruhs, bogz, wonderteam, etc. lol...

Rizalians a.k.a. Apanas? especially... amil, ate kaye, ara, gladys

netfriends: especially macmac, lance, michii, darren, curious, jkred115?, joxiang

that's it! and also to those who'll greet me later (if ever) Thank you...

This is one of the best birthdays I've ever had. I love you guys! Take care always and God Bless!

lovelove <3

-marah

Is this the right explanation...

2009-05-02T15:40:00.008+08:00

The leaf blown by the wind can never get back to the
tree again... It might fall down the ground or travel far away...
-marah

untitled

(sorry for the typographical errors...)

What I mean is that we can never get back to the past again. The wind is time and the leaf is us. And the wind might lead the leaf down the ground where it would stay there forever or might as well take it to a place far from where it came from. Maybe the choice is ours, to hold on to the past and stay where we are or go with the flow of the wind and be where we should be.

I really don't know the best explanation to this at all. It's so crazy how I put it there when I couldn't find the true meaning of it.

Anyways thanks for the time. Take care always and God bless!

Know what fate is?

2009-05-01T11:16:00.003+08:00

Building a bridge of chance for someone you love...

-My Sassy Girl Korean Movie 2001-

I guess, this is one of the best movies I've ever seen. As far as you all know, I dream of being a filmmaker and I would say that it is kind of related to the story I wanna write. When I watched it, I don't know but it feels like I wanna find ways to make my dream come true. I know My Sassy Girl isn't new to you.
It has been popular for years until now *I suppose* and even had a US version last year.
The story is funny and touching. At first I didn't thought the ending would be that way. Lol, it made me laugh and then, it made me cry and aww... the movie's very touching. Real love is in between the two of them.
And because even after days and months, I couldn't get over it... Here it is for those who haven't watched it yet. Enjoy watching. And for those who have watched it once or so many times already... if you would love to, feel free to watch it all over again. Ahahaha... :))

Take care always and God bless! :)

For a very special stranger...

2009-04-29T20:44:00.006+08:00

© unnoticeably

In a place of unfamiliar faces, I wandered.
So many people passes me by as I walk down the road.
With just a blink of my eyes, you came unexpectedly.
And I, I stare at you like I knew you though I really don't.
You smiled. And so did I...

And I never thought I would meet someone like you.
Befriend you and talk to you for sometime.
Laugh with you and share the things I know.
I was caught up and noticed time flies quickly.
We've gone quite far and I don't wanna let go.

I am glad in my life there came someone new.
A friend I would treasure.
We started as strangers who met each other on our way...

And I would say, you are a very special stranger
I will value forever.

Sometimes we need to welcome someone new and see
how he/she would affect our lives. Sometimes, the ones you don't know
better were the ones whom you know much more than the ones who have been with
you for a long time. Who knows who pretends?
As time passes by, I realize that there had been
so many strangers who came into my life, some walked out and a few
stayed. They have changed a part of it in just a moment.
I don't know why I have been fond of strangers
when before, I really don't talk to someone unless i really know that one. I
don't know how or why. Before I am a shy type. Yeah... but now I ain't sure
anymore.
One time I met someone I never thought I'd meet
at all. A change, a better change, that one has made in me. And because of that
person I am now doing the best I can to be the best I can be.
I am very thankful. God has given me one of the
most precious gifts. I'll be forever grateful.

That's all for now, gals and guys...
Take care always and God Bless! :)

-marah

Tati's Words of Love...

2009-04-27T18:46:00.003+08:00

Wahahaha... It's funny. Super duper funny lol.

original post from zelle...
Thanks! Lol... luv yah!

I have this friend, I call him TATI, he's born
Ricardo Legisma III Jr. He's so funny and whenever we talk with each other, he
used to tell me weird things just as follows:

♥When people hurt,
love fades away!
-TATI-
♥The moon reflects the river
The river
reflects the moon
The LOVE is there!
-TATI-
♥I am the bridge, in the
CANAL!
-TATI-
♥You know, when I saw you, I feel the pain!
-TATI-
♥Life goes on, it's getting too late! But tomorrow is here!
-TATI-
♥I'm not the only one for you
But you the only one for me!
-TATI-
♥You know, time will come, the world will meet to the end!
-TATI-
♥Don't trash things.
-TATI-
♥Love is in the air, When you grab it,
then You grab it!
-TATI-
♥Balon ka ba? Na-fall na kasi ako sayo!
-TATI-
♥Love can move a mountain, but love? Where is the Love?
-TATI-
♥I have nothing to say, but you know, You know me!
-TATI-
♥ I'll let you swin in the flood of my...endless love!
-TATI-
♥Midst
in the middle of the air!
-TATI-
♥Nilalang ako ng Diyos para ituwid ang
landas mo!
-TATI-

While we are talking, I told him about the weird
words he used to tell me
I say: You're giving me sensible thoughts!
Tati
says: I'm sensitive!

He's so funny! And I'm so happy to have him as my
friend!

Thanks And God Bless!

Tati! lol you're so funny. Hahaha... Good for you. You've been on our blog posts. Hahahah! We did it hurray! This is your first step to fame!lol jk my friend.
Zelle, hahaha... Hahaha... I don't know what to say. What if you're meant for each other? lol oj...
luv yah!

What have you done lately...

2009-04-24T19:36:00.000+08:00

Let me introduce to you a site which gives everyone an opportunity to reach out and help causes in a very simple and easy way. The admins were proud being a part of it and we invite you to join us there and help the network to make a big difference.

SOCIALVIBE

"SocialVibe is a social networking website with over 435,000 members founded by
Joe Marchese that aims to use sponsors to raise money for different charities.
After joining SocialVibe, in addition to creating a personal profile, users are
asked to select their favorite cause to support and to choose a sponsor. Once
they have done so, they can earn points for themselves, which can be redeemed
for a variety of different perks and money for their respective charities by
posting their "badge" (a kind of advertisement prominently displaying their
chosen sponsor) to another social networking site. The more a SocialVibe user's
networking site is visited, the more points they are able to earn.

SocialVibe received $4.2 million in Series A funding led by Redpoint
Ventures in December 2007. It was launched in February 2008 in public beta, and,
as of January 12, 2009, its members have raised a total of more than $250,000
for their respective charities. On August 25th, SocialVibe formed a partnership
with Interpublic, one of four major advertising holding companies worldwide, and
its largest liaison to date.

In spite of recent economic decline, in
January 2009, JAFCO Ventures led an initiative along with Redpoint Ventures to
raise the toal amount invested in the company to $12 Million, as the company
shifts to a revenue sharing model with the charities it represents (all of the
money raised on SocialVibe formerly went to the charity itself)..."

SOURCE

One remarkable thing about SocialVibe is that, it's amazing how a simple profile/site view would earn simple points and how those would be part of which would turn into big contributions to different causes.

Being an active SocialVibe member, I would say that this is one of the most worthwhile thing I do as I use the web. How good it would be if only all the profiles —of friendster, myspace, facebook, myyearbook and other internet site users— websites and blogsites would be a part of SocialVibe and their badges placed on a little space or part of their page. It would contribute a lot to the aim of reaching out to those causes and charities.

Join us now on SocialVibe and make a difference for charity. It's never too late to reach out and make a better change.

This Fan's Story

2009-04-18T20:53:00.013+08:00

It was funny. Way back when I was in highschool *I guess*, I don't really understand how one got so obsessed with an artist, like I ask myself a big Why? Why are they going crazy about their celebrity idols and crushes? They were like the ordinary people, just living the extraordinary life of fame. After all, I didn't mind it.

I've been a fan of some celebrities and artists but I didn't act the way those other fans did. It was just like, "Oh yeah, I love that artist. She's cool." And then there'd been American Idol 7. I've heard there had been a Filipina contestant and I was intrigued, 'cause honestly that time, I haven't watched American Idol ever. And so I said, because I am proud that you are a Pinay and that I am a Pinay too, then I'll support you. Obviously, it's Ramiel Malubay and I always wait for her turn everytime and watch her sing but unfortunately, she got eliminated.

One time I was sitting and watching TV when I saw a commercial about something like "Who's you're bet on American Idol." Then that was the first time I saw David Archuleta. I just stare, but I didn't care yet I thought to myself, I'm gonna see if he's really good. But because I haven't been updated on AI7 since my bet was eliminated, I haven't watched him even once. Sometimes, I open the TV and then found out that he's already done. It's just this time that I wondered, am I really destined to miss seeing him on AI when I wanna see watch him sing on that show?

Because I am a girl who almost always forget about things I was supposed to do... I forgot about him. One time I'm quite lucky, that I had the chance to watch him... It was when they came back to their hometown. Oh! There's tears in his eyes. Wow, how emotional was he? By that event I supposed he's kind-hearted. And I kinda like him but, I liked Syesha
Mercado too, that I might say he's been the second choice. Syesha was my next
bet after Ramiel because I always get to watch her and find her great voice.

It was late night when we visited my mother's Balikbayan friend who came back to the Philippines. They were watching FOX news, and at that very day too, was the AI finals. My mother's friend asked me and my sister, "Who's your bet on the two David's?" I was quite shocked, like Oh! They were the ones left? Sad about Syesha Mercado being eliminated. My sister didn't answer 'cause she doesn't watch it but I answered immediately, 'Archuleta', without even thinking about it and then again as always I said I'm gonna watch it and make sure he wins. He's got my support, now that he's the one left.

But I missed it. Good thing there's a replay. I waited fo it and make sure I won't miss it again'cause it was the last chance.I can't imagine, Imagine. It's amazing. I couldn't remember the other one, he sang three am I right? In This Moment, almost took my breath away. Wow! He's better that I thought he was. Yeah, I haven't missed the Finals yet, I missed the final result. Who won? I didn't know, 'cause I felt asleep.

Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............

All those times, I was sure to myself that he's the one who won. And then on my very
first day in college life, I found my ex highschool close friend. We were on the jeepney when I asked her, "Who won on AI?" She said, "David Cook."

"No he didn't! You're just playing a joke on me. It was David Archuleta."

"No, it's Cook."

We argued on the jeepney though I found some, looking at us. And I wasn't bent. I didn't believe her. Until, I found out, she was right. How sad, I was. I just asked her why, he did it pretty good, the judges like it, even Simon. But still I said, for me he still won my heart.
It was really unexpected that I woke up one morning realizing how important and how good is the change he made into my life.

I found myself the same as those fans I always wanna ask the why question about how they act the way they were. Because of him, I learned to dream, bigger, higher. His success has been something that keeps me determined. He did it, why can't I? Despite of the
circumstances he met before, he still made it. And then this craze get stronger and stronger. Once a good friend told me like, my virus spreads that I have made my other friends like the artists they don't even know so much like David Archuleta because of my talks.

I have been inspired by him. He touched my heart. He made me see that there's still nice guy out there. Someone who cares about the heart. He made me see that he's worth his fan's appreciation. His sensible music reflects his nice personality. There's something special, I found not in any other artists but in him.

Because of being a fanatic, because of visiting often and leaving comments to his fansites especially on davidarchuleta.com, I met new friends, I've been more friendly than ever. That because of him, I met my online brother, Mac. Someone, who always make me laugh
even if I don't wanna laugh, though we only chat and never met each other in person. A dream of having a little brother came true though I didn't really wished for it. God granted it, through David Archuleta.

His songs, inspires me, too. Everytime I hear him and those songs of him, I feel good. His music and him made me love music than ever. And his love, make me know and love Love even more. He's a God-fearing person with a very good heart which touch lives. Archie is a blessing not just for me but for any other people out there, too.

Who would ever doubt this kind of appreciation to David Archuleta? He made a change in me in many unexplainable ways. He has helped me. He really did. I am very thankful for knowing someone like David Archuleta, though I don't know him much as his family and friends do.Oh! Thank God for His blessings and everlasting love. A million Thank You might not be enough.

Maria Kathrina here! Love lots... Take Care Always and God Bless us all! :)

I'm his online sister and he's my online brother...

2009-04-09T18:29:00.006+08:00

Someone I didn't expect to meet. I don't know why...

an excerpt from IM conversation:

me: kaw ba may kapatid? (do you have siblings?)
him: ala
(none)
me: ah kaya pala... heheh...
(oh I see... heheh...)
ako na lang! online sister mo hahaha
(I can be your online sister hahaha)
him: ok haha
(ok hahaha)
me: hahaha ikaw online brother q hehehe
(hahaha you're my online brother hehehe)

The very first time he called me ate, I can still recall the feeling. He's the first stranger that turned out to be a friend who called me that way and it's pretty good.

I couldn't remember the first time but I saved this one:
me: ui!
him: hello ate

I always enjoy our conversation, 'cause aside from the fact that we almost always talk about David Archuleta... he's funny and nice!

I would say, that I am really blessed. Eversince, I have been talking to my friends about my dream of having a little brother who's near my age, imagining how close we would have been if ever. And I guess, he is one of the best gifts from God I received though I didn't wished for because my parents were separated. I thought it is impossible but lately, I found out I was wrong because he came. And though we don't have any blood relation with each other, it's the feeling that even if you don't know him much, you feel like he is becoming one of those you consider as part of your family.
It's crazy because I only met him online and known him for only two weeks and that he is in Europe though he's also a kababayan, a proud Pinoy. Now he's not just a stranger, nor a friend but a brother for me even if I don't know if he took it seriously though I am serious saying that to him, still I'm glad to act this way. I just hope he's for real and what I know him for now is what the real him is.
I am very thankful to God for having him and for having David Archuleta who's the reason on how I met my online brother. :)
Oooopps... I almost forgotten to mention his name, he's Mac Gerald! :)

Somebody out there...

2009-04-04T12:07:00.006+08:00

It really would have made me cry *sigh* I just tried not to. I don't know why but it's as if my tears wanted to fall down my cheeks with an unknown reason. And my heart beats fast with the words I hear.

Somebody Out There- David Archuleta

Sittin' all alone in your room
Thinkin' that the world's let you down
All you ever wanted to do is trust someone to always be around
You've had a lot of lessons to learn from
Some of them hit you so hard
And I keep believing someday you'll see, you don't have to be alone

CHORUS:
There's somebody out there, somebody somewhere
To show you the tenderness you need
Somebody to hold you when worries control you
I'd give anything if only you knew it was me
Ohh... mm..

I've been watchin' you go through all of these things for a while, oh
There's gotta be a way to bring you back
Coz it's worth it when you smile, oh
It doesn't have to hide you forever
It doesn't have to last too long, yeah
If you're wondering where to turn to
I hope that you'll know

There's somebody out there, somebody somewhere
To show you the tenderness you need
Somebody to hold you when worries control you
I'd give anything if only you knew it was me

I wanna be there when you're in need
I would never be long if you were waiting
When you're gonna see, if you could only see

There's somebody out there, somebody somewhere
To show you the tenderness you need
Somebody to hold you when worries control you
I'd give anything if only you knew it was me

Hmm...

I'd give anything, oh
Anything at all
I think it's time that you knew it was me

I can't get enough of David Archuleta's uber awesome music. Everytime I hear his songs, it feels so good 'cause it touches me deep inside— so meaningful. No way will I ever stop! I hope you liked it too...

if you wanna hear it --> click here...
I just don't know if the link works.

A Short Summer Tale of a Dreamer...

2009-04-02T18:02:00.005+08:00

© unnoticeably

It was last summer...
I can hardly remember the first time I saw you.
I was sitting here and you were singing there
as you play your guitar
After a while you're gone but I didn't mind
Because I really don't know you at all
and I've never seen you before.
I was touched when I saw you cry
Because you were overwhelmed by simple smiles.
Days after I've heard about your name
I waited until I can see you again.
The last time I couldn't hear the words you sing,
Until a moment the sound of your voice was so clear.
I catch my breath right away.
Never had I seen you that way.
After all I felt asleep
Then I hadn't been aware of what happened next.
Days and weeks and months have passed
I never heard anything about you and was quite sad.
But soon I forgot about it and mind what I have.
Did the things I wanted to do.
All things that doesn't care about you.
I really don't know what had happened.
I woke up one day and found out something I slowly felt
when you smiled and I saw your glowing eyes.
Yeah, it's crazy but I couldn't help it.
There's something about you that makes my heart melt.
It was something I couldn't explain.
It even makes me go insane.
But though I don't know much about you,
I guess it is enough for me to want to meet you...
Since you don't know someone like me, too.
If tomorrow I can have the chance...
I hope you'll let me say what I want.
I wish you'll listen 'cause I'm waiting for so long
for that precious moment.
And if you do, I'd be glad and thankful.
I will and will always be grateful.
It was summer when I first heard your voice, saw your face
and knew your name.
And now, it's summer season again.
It's been a year, when I saw you there...
the time when all this began.
I hope this time you'll finally know me, see me and hear me say:
I really, really hope one day...
At night until morning and sunrise until sunset, beside me you'll stay.
Oh you always make my life special than ever...
Whenever it's summer, you're someone I'll always remember,
and I wish we'll celebrate all summer seasons and
the next years of our lives together.
It'll be a wonderful summer & love tale forever and ever. :)

Thank You Secondhand Serenade!!! :)

2009-03-31T19:42:00.004+08:00

As we all know, Secondhand Serenade had a show here in the Philippines. I had watched him only on ASAP 09 soooo... I don't know how the show turned out to be. SECONDHAND SERENADE was added on my friends list on Myspace and it feels so great that they put a bulletin post with a title thanking Philippines oh and in the body he thanked Australia, too. I never knew how thoughtful he/they were. It feels so overwhelming. Below is an excerpt. Oh thank you, Secondhand Serenade! though I didn't get to watch your shows.

Date: Mar 31, 2009 4:29 AM posted by SECONDHAND SERENADE
Subject: Thank you Philippines!!!!!!!!!! America... I'm comin home.

Body: So Im only a few hours away from getting on a flight back to the US. I
havent been there in a little while... just finished a tour of The Philippines
with some AMAZING shows in a bunch of the malls there. If you dont believe me
just how insane they were, do yourself a favor and go check out some of the vids
on YouTube. There were just thousands of people everywhere. It was unbelievable.
I love all of you who came out to those shows and made it soooo memorable for
me. So THANK YOU all so much. I had such a good time there. And same goes for
Australia. Thanks to the Fray for taking me and the boys out on that tour. Also
SO amazing. We took a lot of video footage during the trip which you will see
plenty of soon!!! We have a very specific and cool use for a lot of it.(: ...

Haha! I wonder what would David Archuleta and also David Cook would say after having their show in MOA on May 16! Oh my... I really really wanna go there! I wish I could. Oh please pray for me. Or if you wanna give me a ticket then thank you! It would be my best eighteenth birthday gift ever... hahaha! oh jk but if you would then Uber thank you :P

last night I hugged my pillow tight...

2009-03-27T18:31:00.002+08:00

last night I hugged my pillow tight...
imagining it was you, hugging me too...
because it's true, I really really miss you...
and i don't wanna cry that is why I'm trying to smile...
It's just so hard to hide this emptiness I feel inside.
when will you come here? i long to feel you near ='(

ah i hate falling in love but i love feeling love...

-marah

Wear Green

2009-03-26T09:07:00.004+08:00

posted by pet on Archuleta Philippines

Hello everyone!!!

ANGELS REACHING OUT UPDATE!

For those who’ll be joining us on Sunday, March 29. Be
sure to wear a GREEN shirt! haha! As Jenna would say…GREEN IT LIKE YOU MEAN IT!
haha! And the meet-up time has been pushed back to 1pm. So, those who’ll be
hearing mass in the morning would make it in time. Same place. SM Makati…Tsoko
Nut restaurant to be exact

Be sure to bring your donations! Old clothes,
canned goods, old books, notebooks, pencils, papers, toiletries and any thing
you’d like to donate is very much appreciated.

For queries, suggestions
or any other concerns, you may email Naree at: margaretmayer14@yahoo.com

See yah there!

REACH OUT! ACT NOW!

SALAMAT PO!... SALAMAT DIN PO!

2009-03-25T19:33:00.007+08:00

9 days after my eighteenth birthday is the biggest event I've been waiting for so long. On this video he tried to speak Tagalog, so sweet... he said "SALAMAT PO!"... If only he'll hear me, I'll reply "SALAMAT DIN PO!"...

Last night, I found out about the confirmation on the real date of his tour and it feels like my heart is jumping out of me. And I wanna scream out loud, louder than the loudest scream I ever made in my entire life. I've been jumping and dancing like crazy from the living room to the kitchen and from the kitchen back to the living room. It's such a joy but also kind of frustration because it feels like I couldn't come— because of financial problems I have been encountering these days and I don't seem to have enough for a concert pass.
(Last night too, I've got to know Ate Nette more, an Archienoy who has been my friend. We've chat a lot and it feels so good to have a new friend like 12 years older than me.)
You know what? He is very special and I really really wanted to see him but I don't know if I can. I've never been like this before and I think I can never ever get back to what I used to be until I finally see him.
I just really really wanted to say all I wanted to say that is why I've been so confused on how I can get to see him. Nothing more than doing those things when he's near. You might, or should I say, you don't know that he changed a part of me and a part of my life even if he don't know that nor know me. He is a great inspiration I have now and I just wanna thank him because in a uhmm... unexplainable way, he really did made a change in me. It is a once in a lifetime opportunity, I guess that is why I never wanna miss it.
He'll be in Mall of Asia Open Ground on May 16. A ticket to David Archuleta's concert is my birthday wish, honestly. I never wanted anything more than that.
Please pray that I can find a way to have one and watch him live and meet him there. I don't know what to do if I'll let go of that one precious chance. I really really don't know what to do...
Oh, David Archuleta... "MAHALAGA KA!" marahil hindi lang sa'kin kundi pati sa kanila na tulad ko, binago mo. "WE ALL LOVE YOU!!!" in case you don't know...

I always don't get what I want but I hope I'll have what I need this time.

Angels Reaching Out

2009-03-24T20:09:00.003+08:00

This is something I really wanna join and/or do even before but don't know how. And now I have the opportunity to share. I admit, I couldn't come on that event due to some instances. I really wanted to but can't. This post (thankful for there have been blogging) is the only way I know for me to somehow help my fellow Archunatics in the success of the first project they will conduct through charity works and I hope you'll cooperate. We would be glad and thankful because a simple thing means a lot. Why not offer a helping hand to the needy? Whether you are an Archienoy/ Pinoy Archangel or not, if you wanna contribute to this project, you are welcome to join. Read the block quoted post below to know the details.

Posted by pet Angels Reaching Out Sunday 22 March 2009 8:24 pm
on Archuleta Philippines

Angels Reaching Out.

This project was initiated by Naree. She’s an Archienoy. She, together with Loiuse, Maecy and Cheche, decided to coordinate with Virlanie Foundation, a foundation that deals with homeless children, orphans etc.

Some of us are well aware of Angels for a Cause, this project is similar to that. We aim to reach out–help those in need..or at least let’s be proactive. It’s time for us to step up!

Anyway, the foundation takes care of street children, unwed mothers, special kids and many others. They are grouped into several homes (I hope I got this right, naree, if you’re lurking, please correct me..hehe..) Each of these homes has a list of things they need–from school supplies to clothes, to food etc.

As Naree said, we’re not a big corporation with these huge project but can do simple things to help. And these simple things we do can make wonders! LOL haha…of course! The best thing we can do is, DONATE.

The basic stuffs they need are clothes, toiletries, food, school supplies etc. Any donation is very much appreciated!

We will be visiting a home on March 29, a Sunday. I hope you’ll get to join us! Meet up time will be 10am @ SM Makati.

If you have questions, feel free to post it here, or email naree: margaretmayer14@yahoo.com

Thanks! :D

This is not for some kind of impressions we can get, this is for the people who need us. Simple things can bring smile to the world. Let us share it to them.

Thank you very much! Take care always and God Bless! :)

Yahoo! Answers

2009-03-20T18:14:00.002+08:00

These were really too annoying!

2009-03-18T17:15:00.001+08:00

Another scam message on my inbox and it was sent twice! I just published one about this case on my blogpost entitled BEWARE!!!

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If you were receiving such messages related to these stuffs please, please just ignore it! Never reply on the message. I'll say it again, never send your personal information or pay any fees or what. Never take any action just do what's right, ignore it for you to be safe.

No one in the world but you and I

2009-03-15T18:35:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THIS SONG!!! Honestly, I'm only seventeen but I also enjoy oldies... I don't know why... All I know is that I feel something special everytime I hear sweet old songs!

SWEPT AWAY- Christopher Cross

I never had anything happen so fast
I took one look and I shattered like glass
I guess I let it show 'cause your smile told me you knew
That you're everything I ever wanted at once
There's no holding this heart when it knows what it wants
And I never wanted anything more than to know you

I was swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way to make you feel the way that I do
I was swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away

And so it begins
This journey of love
The summer wind carries us to places all our own
The words of a look
The language of touch
The way that you want me means so much
And I never wanted anything more than to love you

Seeing my tomorrows in your eyes
I was swept away

I hope I wake up soon
I'm a victim of that crazy moon

The very first time you said my name
I knew it would never sound the same
Something about me is changed forever

I don't know what the title of this post should be...

2009-03-15T17:42:00.001+08:00

You know the special feeling for someone like— just a little bit more and you might fall for that one...
That anytime you can freely say, "I LOVE YOU!" but it feels so hard to do when you're already at that point because the words don't come out your mouth because you feel like it feels so wrong for you to say it because you feel like it isn't what you really feel though you felt like it is.
I haven't known that kind eversince until I found it out all by myself. What would you call the feeling of more than friends but very least than love? A very confusing one. But when didn't love brought our minds into confusion? And when didn't our hearts felt love that didn't brought confusion? Oh wait, why am I talking about love when I have been talking about something which isn't love — though it is realted to it.
Oh well, before I lose my mind thinking about something which isn't worth thinking because I was already over it and it has no connection to me and my feelings right now, I guess I'm gonna end this post. Hahaha! Anyways, thanks for the time.

I Love Taylor Swift!!!

2009-03-14T13:05:00.002+08:00

It was more than a year ago when I first heard her voice singing 'Teardrops On My Guitar' as it was played on the radio maybe around 6 in the evening. I was lying on the sofa and staring at the ceiling while I listen carefully to the lyric. It feels like, wow... It's very meaningful. Who sang that?
Then after the song ended I heard the DJ said, "That was Teardrops on my Guitar by Taylor Swift"... And I thought, who is she? Then I started to always listen to it but still I don't know her.
Months after, my friend asked, "Do you know Teardrops on My Guitar."
"Yeah!", I replied. Then she asked me again about another song she said Taylor Swift sang but I couldn't remember it. Days after, I searched her over the net. Found her pictures and she looks beautiful. I watched her videos, etc. I even looked for the song she sang and I loved them all. That's when I've started to be a fanatic. Some of the songs which have been my favorite were:

Invisible (I even put a review about it on my friendster profile)
Cold As You
Our Song
A Perfectly Good Heart
Beautiful Eyes
Should've Said No
Mary's Song

Honestly, I found all of her songs great. I mean it. Everyday I listen to those. Yeah, It's true. 'Cause I really love to hear her voice and her music— just as I love Prince Archie's voice and music. I have joined her official website and she has been my friend on myspace. I was really happy to know that we have more things in common especially that of being a girl who doesn't always need a boyfriend and the one who believes in fairytales and that a Prince Charming is somewhere out there and someday he'll find her. I've been her avid fan.
Last year her latest album entitled 'Fearless' was released with the carrier single 'Love Story'. Lol I loved it! And only this February, it has been one of the greatest international hits here in the Philippines. Eversince December I've been looking for that album but I can't find one. I bet now it will be available since she's getting fame here in the country.

Before, I was like the only one who knew her and her songs among us friends. They even ask me who she is everytime I talk about her and I was like crazy in front of them saying good things and compliments about someone they don't even know. But now, I am not alone and I am glad that Taylor Swift is currently getting famous here in the Philippines.

I just wanna share some of her songs that captivated me:

Fifteen
Tell Me Why
White Horse
The Way I Loved You
Breathe
The Best Day
Untouchable

I assure you, those were great. I am proud knowing that I am one of the first pinoys who had been a TAS fanatic eversince the day when least people here in the country knew her.
Hopefully, one of this days, she'll have a fanbase here in the country 'cause I will be willing to join. If only I could make a fansite for her, I would. Oh, honestly, I did but can't manage it because I am busy doing the things I needed to do, so I just decided to let it go. It's sad yes! But it doesn't mean that I have no time for her. I Love TAYLOR SWIFT!!!

Archies Love You!

2009-03-14T10:10:00.008+08:00

© mariakath

Don't know where and how to start...
but David Archuleta, you won our hearts!
Even if you are far away, your smile brightens up our day.
You're not just a pretty face and your voice took us into this craze.
Your kindness let us see the beauty of your personality.
For you it seems like everything is fine.
You showed us how well you live your life.
For us, you're not just an idol...
but also a good teenager, a role model.
You proved to us that you're deserving and is someone worth loving.
You are an angel in disguise touching other people's lives.
Every good things you did and will do...
Make us proud for choosing you to be one of our inspirations.
You reached for the your dreams so we can too!
Your every nice action might be ordinary for you...
But for your fans, it means a lot, it's true!
We will always be around...
just always keep yourself on the ground.
Please don't ever change!
We love who you are so stay the same.
All the Archies would like you to know that
we'll do anything we can to show
how much you, David Archuleta means to us
and our full support on you will last.
You don't know how thankful we are.
For all of us you are one of the brightest star.
Because of you, we all met here.
There came our friendship and it will stay forever.
Remember, we do not expect too much from you and always believe
there's nothing you can't do.
We know that you've been doing your best...
We Love You! Take Care Always and God Bless!

this poem is simple but it came from the heart! ;)

Our Destiny

2009-03-14T09:53:00.001+08:00

It's amazing how people has been different from each other. Of course the main reasons were obvious. We grew up with different families, from different places, with different culture and different experiences in life— joy, hardships, trials, success and failures.
We're all here in the same world, all are struggling but follows different paths into different destinations.

Why do some succeed? Have they known from the start that the ways they took will lead them into where they are now? Why do others fail? Haven't they known the right road to travel on so that they'll reach the place where they wanted to be?

Whatever the answers to those questions might be, I believe:

Dreams doesn't end when you failed to reach the highest note of the song you composed nor when you forgot the next movement on the dance you coreographed. It only ends when you choose to stop producing, directing and/or writing the screenplay of your life.
The journey ends when choose to stay forever on the place where you stopped. But it will go on and you'll reach much farther for sure if you continued taking steps forward. But be careful on every action you'll make 'cause there's no steps backward nor rewinds and replays in life. It isn't even rewritable. There's no way to get back on the past. We can't change the mistakes we've already made, yet we can make things right again on the future.

It's true that we are the ones who make our own destiny. And we also have to deal with the truth that life has so many ups and downs. All we need is faith and hope and strength to survive the challenges that might come our way.

BEWARE!!!

2009-03-14T08:44:00.001+08:00

Esteem Winner,

You are a winner of the MALAYSIA National lottery online program that
washeld on the 5th of March 2009. You have been approved to claim a sum of
$ 2.5 Million USD.
.
1:NAME
2:COUNTRY
3:SEX
4:PHONE NUMBER
5:AGE
6:INCOME PER MONTH:

Mr.Andy Jerry
TEL:+60149366753

EMAIL:contactdept.malaysian@googlemail.com
Online Co-Ordinator
Goh Song Keng.

I wasn't supposed to post stuffs like this on unnoticeably but I would just want to inform you about this:

it feels so good if you received an e-mail message saying that you won millions of cash in a lottery, sweepstakes and the like but when you knew that you haven't joined any contests etc. what would you think about it?

that message was sent to my e-mail address just yesterday and I was shocked. I mean it would be great if the prize is for real but it wasn't. I knew I haven't joined any program which promises something like, you might win this or that. I have read it last night and I've been very nervous about what it is all about. Hahah! yes, I need money so that I can support my dreams but after reading that e-mail message, lots of thoughts came, is it for real? no maybe it isn't. Of course, I needed to be sure. And to know if the online lottery really exist, I've searched it on the search engine and lots of results appeared. Yes, it is existing! But as a scam.

This is the second time! Last year when I just got my new phone, I received a text message saying things like:

Congratulations! You won the second prize worth Php 850, 000.00. This is Atty. blah!blah! blah! Call me now to inform you how to claim your prize.

I consulted it to my friend and as expected it was also a scam. Good thing I have played safe. I mean I am the type who observe things and whatsoever before going into it. I think of the possibilities before taking any action and when those were confirmed then I do what I am supposed to do — the right thing. It helped me. I saved myself from something that might make my life miserable and you too can save yourself.

Be aware! click here for more information

If you received e-mails similar to this one and or text messages saying "You Won!"— when you really haven't or didn't join any contest, just ignore it. Never pay any fees, never contact the sender and especially never give your personal information. I hope this helped.

A Poem for Taylor Swift

2009-03-11T11:59:00.003+08:00

© mariakath

Once I turned my radio on and heard a meaningful song.
I listened to the music playing and I wondered who sang it.
Until I found out about your name.
I guess, you weren't much in fame
'Cause you weren't familiar to me and I thought maybe...
You wear Chuck Taylor Snickers.
You have a short straight black hair.
Brown is the color of you eyes and maybe you have a necktie.
I was wrong so I quite laughed at myself.
I felt shocked 'cause you were different.
I saw your pictures and you have bright eyes and those were blue.
You have curly blonde hair and cowboy boots is what you wear.
Funny but at first I thought you're an emo but found out you're not.
And when I saw you wearing a dress...
you seemed like a beautiful princess.
After I knew more about you, I've been an avid fan, it's true.
All the time I listen to your songs and I guess, it has been an obsession.
'Cause those were really good to hear and those show how you feel.
Through your music you made me see your nice and loveable personality.

Confessions of a Blog-a-Holic Part2

2009-03-09T16:07:00.000+08:00

This is not a shame. it won't be a shame. It can never be a shame.
And I am not ashamed. I shouldn't be ashamed. There's no reason to be ashamed.

*Whow. Whow. Fond of blogging.*

I see blog as an emotional and social dimension. This has been a world for those who merely show and express their feelings, like me. We, bloggers can do what we wanna do and say what we wanna say. We have our freedom of expression. We meet different people, new friends! We learn and discover new things from them. What more?

In the blogosphere, we gain acceptance even from those people we don't even know. We learn how to share our knowledge and help other people in our own ways. Through blogging, the world see what each of us got. They hear the voices of our hearts.

I don't know when or how or why...
Once I've just opened my eyes and realized that a blog has been good for me. That because of blogging, I've found out that I did and can still do worthy things in my life at this young age in a very simple way.

-marah

Special A

2009-03-03T20:58:00.002+08:00

This anime is just so cool!!! I really love it. I guess, I'll be addicted again to animes. Lol. I can't help it. I'm gonna search for a hard-copy of its manga series 'cause the story is so great and cute and funny and I hate it everytime I miss an episode. grrrr... 'cause yah know, I'm busy schooling. Ahhh!!! Good thing it's summer vacation already.

=P

His name is...

2009-03-01T18:37:00.001+08:00

Jon

He's one of the friends I've met on myspace. Actually they were five, including Trisha, Halie, Jessica, and Raven. But he is the one I've known more since we've been sending a message a day from September 18,2008 until February 25, 2009... See, we've been good friends though I haven't seen him in person yet. Giving advices to one another and talking about a lot of stuffs and that's it! =)

He's nice and kind of different from other guys out there but hey! we're just friends, I mean it. It's true, the proof is that he has a girlfriend, her name? Therrita. Nice isn't it? And the fact is that I like somebody else.

And our friendship started because of this bulletin he posted:

Date: Sep 18, 2008 8:35 AM

one question, one chance .

one honest answer !

that's all you get .

you get to ask me one question .

( to my inbox .)

any question, anything .

no matter how crazy it is !
no catch .

but i dare you to repost this, & see what people ask you .

I replied a question like, How are you? and then all went on. He's one of the online friends I wanna meet. :)

-marah<3>

I Pledged Peace

2009-03-01T17:15:00.002+08:00

It's all about peace. David Archuleta is a part of this movement...
I am glad and proud I have been, too.

I pledged to help save the Earth.

I used to wonder what would the world look like if there's no pollution. Even before, I've been asking why the environment has sometimes been left behind--unconserved, by some of its inhabitants.
It's a joy to see the tall trees in the forests and everywhere, the clear water on the river, lakes, seas and oceans, the lovely flowers and the blue and green hills and mountains and each and every natural resources around us. It's nice to breathe fresh and clean air and drink fresh and clean water. What a sorrow to see the wonders slowly fade.
This has been a PARADISE BEFORE and will be a PARADISE FOREVER if we all give love to our Mother Nature. Happiness and beauty lies in our own hands. Let us help each other to see the best sight on Earth. Let us clean, conserve, preserve and share the wonder to the world. Let us give back the life to the dying beauty of our environment-- our resources, our treasure. Let us all be one-- show unity. Let's take a break from ourselves and give time for our Mother Nature. Let us, please. Let us.

I do not do this just because I pledged but because I wanted it. I long to see better changes, progress and improvement. And I would begin doing it first to myself and then encourage everyone else.

Dreams Will Turn Into Reality

2009-03-01T16:27:00.001+08:00

© unnoticeably

Forever, real happiness will last
Listen to yourself, follow your heart
Hear it softly whisper and speak
Stand up straight and feel its beat

Break free, soar and fly up high
Put your hands up, touch the sky
Paint your dreams above the clouds
Create a music of the sweetest sounds

See and cherish your unique reflection
Find the beauty of imperfection
Open your eyes and see the light
Take this journey and live your life

Don't be afraid to be left alone
Always remember that life goes on
Do not fear to tremble and fall apart
Sometimes the ending is just the start

Let the lone shadow of despair fade away
The bright colors of the rainbow will stay
Never give up making your own destiny
Someday, your dreams will turn into reality...

Just Friends

2009-02-22T15:57:00.001+08:00

© unnoticeably

You've been very special to me
eversince I've felt something special
when I was with you.
I haven't told you about it.
I keep it in myself, and it's my choice.
Because I thought it is where we
could stay forever.
I admit, it ain't easy.
Knowing that you don't feel
the same way for me
Has brought me so much pain.
You have been one of the reasons
for my tears.
But I do not blame you for that.
'Cause I know it's my fault.
I've just realized that everything
has to end.
I know you're happy
wherever you are
with the one you are with.
And I'll share a smile with you.
For I am glad about that, too.
Even though it's not with me
where you want to be.
It's crazy but what matters most
is I'm finally accepting it.
And I am trying to move on,
little by little, one step at a time.
I'm learning to forget,
so that we can be back
the way we were.
We're just friends,
that's all that we could be.
Even if it hurts,
it made a change in me.
I'm better and stronger than what I
could ever have been.
Don't worry about me, I know now.
And I would say,
Falling for a friend is such an
unforgettable experience I had in
my life.
I thank you for making me feel this
way.
When I'm done forgetting you,
you'll be the first to know.
That's all left for me to say.
Someday, again
as friends, we'll find each other's ways.

confused mind

2009-02-21T18:03:00.002+08:00

There's this thing that keeps on repeating on my mind. This something has been taking a part of me. I couldn't help but think of it 'cause this is something I wanna be. Am I too desperate?

It's just that I feel like I am running out of time. I must get closer to it as time passes by.

I wanna break free but I don't know where to start. I wan't to take steps up, 'cause if I won't, when? but how? If not today, will I ever get the chance again tomorrow? Where will I be?

I really don't know what to do. I want it so bad and it's killing me. I need it. Yes, I mean it!

All I know is that wherever my heart takes me I'll follow. *sigh*

Taurus (4/20 – 5/20)

2009-02-20T17:34:00.002+08:00

Year 2009 Overview

"It's time to celebrate yourself, Taurus! You are pouring yourself into your life's mission and rejuvenating yourself with abundant thinking, which attracts great things to you. You're diligently creating a public arena where opportunities will emerge for you to be a teacher or messenger. Engagements for speaking, writing and sharing your thoughts will open up. Other people will be inspired by your enthusiasm and insight, and will support you in accomplishing your goals.

Taurus's excitement radiates more than ever this year, bringing with it a magnificent energy the world has been lacking. As you embrace the power of your heart and spirit, you are allowing yourself to transform and align with a universal energy source. You discover the space for your creativity to flow and abundantly bring the truth of your being into the world. Your focus on your connection with a higher purpose brings out the best in you and refines your self-expression.

You appreciate all the expansive shifts that are taking place in your life, and you are learning to break up routines and old patterns of rigidity. This allows you a new level of awareness and acceptance of your ultimate purpose. Pay attention to what has heart and meaning. Express your truth and you will advance. You will find avenues to bring your talents and belief systems to philanthropic endeavors. By the end of the year, you will be able to slow down a bit and find more time to enjoy the new you that you have created."

got it here

Why is it hurtful when your bestfriend totally forgot that you were his/her bestfriend?

2009-02-18T17:45:00.003+08:00

just wanna know your opinions...

Miss Unnoticed

2009-02-15T14:41:00.002+08:00

© marah

Ten and some more years since the day she was born.

She's not that interesting. There are times that people pass by not knowing she is right on one corner waiting for a smile or even for a simple 'Hi!'.
A childish girl who turned out to be a matured and sensible one.

People tend to say who she is, when the fact is that they really don't know her at all. Pressures are everywhere but those pushes her to choose strength.

Supposedly, she's someone unnoticed. The real her was kept unnoticed. She's good on hiding all her feelings and there's so much about her on the deeper side.

She's a girl longing for something she wanna know. She have met trials and circumstances but is doing her best to stand straight. She's someone who had experienced many things and is still experiencing new ones. She aims to see different places and meet different faces.
She— who has a mind full of unanswered questions and confusions— seeks for fulfillment and for the things that might probably lead a change for the better.

Destiny is something she thought was meant to be but have realized that it is something that lies in her hands. The result of her yesterdays, the path followed by her todays heading to the fulfillment of her tomorrows. And so, she's doing her best to get what she wanted— which isn't as easy as snapping the fingers and then everything you wish for will be yours. She's a dreamer believing someday, the brightest star in the stellar sky at night will be of her reach and all her dreams will turn into reality.

Every second of the day, she learns to follow her heart wherever it may lead her to. Had cried so many tears and all those times that pass by, she's looking for something real.

She is someone who believes in true love, a feeling she wanna share and needed to feel.
She's a girl waiting to be a princess, hoping somewhere out there, her prince would come right to her and enter the door she left open, for him to knock and come in. The one whom she'll give the key to her heart. Not exactly, expecting for a happy ending on a fairytale but wanting to live in a wonderland of endless love. Wanna see the sparks fly around her on a magical moment and feel the joy of the sweetest emotions.

She wanna enjoy the journey of her life she's been living in this world. She'll find happiness and love. She keeps her faith for she always know that God is always there, guiding her way. And someday, maybe someday she'll never be miss unnoticed again like what she is right now.

Mind to know, she's me.

sweet girl

2009-02-14T19:53:00.001+08:00

Taylor Alison Swift

The sweet girl who loves to wear sun dress and cowboy boots and is bestfriends with her guitar.

She's amazing. I mean, she's pretty and a great singer. I really love her songs. Aside from Prince Archie and MYMP, she's one of those singers and/ or bands whom I loved all of the songs. Finding them very expressive and meaningful.

"...I’m also the girl who still believes prince
charming exists somewhere out there– fully equipped with great hair and an
immature sense of humor...."

I wish I could also see her in person and watch her sing on the stage. Soon as I get there, I won't stop finding her, David Archuleta and other Hollywood artists and celebrities I love to meet. =P

-marah

Confessions of a Blog-a-holic♥

2009-02-14T16:37:00.000+08:00

Hi! =) How are you?

So here we go...

I've never been a blogger for so long. In fact, I'm still learning each and every stuff I needed to put an interesting post on my blog-- one of which will make you say 'OMG!!! it sounds interesting', even if you only read the title and haven't seen the content yet. Lol! That may be too exaggerated. Kind of like that, yah know. 'Cause I want to share every little thing to my readers-- sort of things that might help them, entertain them and the like-- that they would have also been caught up to it and would be interested in blogging too and do the same like what I wanna do.

Anyways, as I was saying, I've started blogging maybe by the last week of October last year. So obviously, this is new to me.

When I had my first blog account, I wasn't really much interested about it that I have been publishing blogposts the least. Then, I was being captivated by writing which wasn't really my passion at first-- to tell you honestly, before, arts (drawing, painting, sketching, etc.), is the only thing I enjoy-- and now, both were even, including music as one of those that has caught my interests. That's when I started to post more often, and as time passes by, I've started to love what I am doing.

And guess what! I find it addictive. Totally, addictive. But so much better than being addicted to senseless stuffs. Imagine for that short time, I've been a blog-a-holic. No lies! Hahaha! Ask any other blog-a-holics the reason why... for sure they have their own answers and those fit to the question. 'Cause blogging is just so great especially when you do it in the right and sensible way. And when your posts came from the bottom of your heart. It's true. By not using it for wrong intentions, it would probably be the best. Being a blogger is a pleasure.

So what about that?

Later, I've realized that when you are a blogger, you're different. I mean not a weirdo, but kind of awesome? Sorry, I couldn't find the right term. But I guess... nope, I suppose, if you're a blogger then you're cool.

Let me tell you something about that.

I am now a college student on my freshman year and in the University, I found out that least of the people there were bloggers, and most of them has no idea what a blog is.

How did I know?

We were trying to find bloggers there and when we ask about it, most of them returned another question like... 'What's a blog?'

I remembered, one said something like she meant, What are we gonna do with a blog? Is it needed? or like, A blog is just a blog, nothing more.

So she don't know how good a blog can be. If someone would say that there's nothing important about having a blog, well, I'd fully disagree about that.

Hey! Blogging is not a waste of time. Being a blogger means that your mind is active and tactful enough to put on sensible topics and blogposts and you have the guts to prove and introduce yourself to other people and share your thoughts, experiences and visions around the world. Being a blogger is just being you. If you are a blogger then you show who you really are and that would be great for you and for yourself... and sometimes for others, too.

=D... Am I right?

If you're gonna ask about earning money through blogs... it is true but there's a fact, too, that most bloggers do not earn much on their blogs and it wouldn't be a big deal if you aren't engaging with blog just to earn profits.

Absolutely, blogging is more than that and for me, it is something to be proud of.

-marah

Let's Talk About Love ♥ღ♫♡♪

2009-02-13T17:25:00.002+08:00

pledge love, hug and peace at build-a-bear...

Great! Prince Archie sang it very well, aside from the fact that the song is meaningful and sensible.
Thumbs up! The movement is really great. I love it! Let us all share love, hug and peace to the world.

it's funny! =)

2009-02-13T16:10:00.003+08:00

Rio, my friend told me this:

all happened yesterday...

in the afternoon, about 1:00 p.m.

(The song Always Be my Baby by David Cook was playing on her phone...)

Mom: Who sang that?

Rio: David Archuleta...

lol isn't it David Cook? =)

Then, in the evening, after 'Tayong Dalawa',a soap opera here in the Philippines about the story of two David Garcia Jr(s)...

Mom: What happened on Tayong Dalawa?

Rio: David Archuleta finally knew that the other David Garcia Jr. is his son...

lol. It must be David Garcia (Sr.)

Rio's so funny, maybe she's hypnotized by David Archuleta just like what I am... Hahaha! I guess, I influenced her because I shared to her his song You Can — my favorite which she said she liked, too after hearing it. lol
Actually she said she really don't know him before until there was I who talks about him everytime.
Quite amazed how my talks have made others know who he is... =)

Who's my secret celeb valentine?

2009-02-13T14:53:00.001+08:00

4TNZ quiz

Who's your secret Celeb Valentine?

Result:

DAVID ARCHULETA

No doubt about it. Archie's totally your "crush" this V-Day! Whether crooning a heartfelt toon or giving you a sweet smooth on the cheek, David can totally kill you with kindness. He may have lost to Cook, but he's still your #1 Idol!

Ate Danna

2009-02-12T14:42:00.002+08:00

Ate Danna

I am her fan. She's pretty and nice. She's good in dance sports.

She's my schoolmate and I admire her...

She's maybe a year older than me.

My classmates and I call her 'Ate My Love'... lol it sounds so crazy and I really don't know how we came up to that name. But it's okay to her, she said when she replied to the note that we gave her.

She's so cool. I really love to be her friend.

Funny, but i haven't talked to her yet, even if I have the chance because I am shy and I really don't know what to say to her though I'm really kind of talkative.

My Prince Archie? =)

2009-02-11T19:19:00.001+08:00

David Archuleta is totally the best, the nicest and one of the greatest artist ever...

I support him not just because he have a pretty face or a great voice but because he owns a good heart. I always pray for him everyday and I hope he would always keep his feet on the ground.

Meeting him would be a dream come true for me.

Lol! Honestly, I'd never been so fanatic like this before...

He is my inspiration! That's a fact. Only me, knew the reason why...

I am currently writing a story inspired by his music and I am very thankful for that.

Say I'm crazy, say I'm a fool, say I'm stupid, say what you wanna say! I don't care. All I know is that:

marah [♥] loves Prince Archie forever!

-marah♥ღ♫♡archie's princess

Mirmo de Pon

2009-02-11T18:46:00.002+08:00

People may not know, I am an anime fanatic just like anybody else. Hahaha!
Actually, I love watching them and there came a time that I, too, wanted to be an animator and create my own anime.
Who doesn’t love watching cute characters, colorful effects, etc?

One of my favorite anime is 'Mirmo de Pon'. The cute muglox fairies had captured my attention and interests together with the characters involved and the whole story. It’s funny and very entertaining. My greatest frustration is to have the cutest Mirmo collectibles. Sad to say, I don't have any yet. Those were really hard to find. Hahaha! But one of these days, I’ll have what I want. Lol =P

today...

2009-02-10T19:20:00.002+08:00

Today is a great and nice day for me... Hopefully, for you too.

In the morning, Apple and I talked stuffs about anime and I have found out that we have things in common. I had a good time sharing her about my super duper favorite anime entitled, 'Mirmo/ Mirmo de Pon'... hahah! Funny 'cause even before my greatest frustration were its collectibles. I really wanted those, especially the mug where the muglox fairies came from though it wasn't for real, I just love it! I wanna have one, and I'm gonna keep it forever lol. Unfortunately, I haven't one. If anyone know where I could buy that stuff, please tell me and I'll thank you for that.

On the afternoon, I had a good time sharing what I know to Rio, a friend whom I never thought would be closer to me and I have also learned something from her. I am so happy that she appreciate Leona Lewis' song, 'Here I am', just like me 'cause of the very inspiring and/or touching message of the song...

What had made me so much happier is that she like the song 'You Can', of the best, the nicest and one of my favorite artists, David Archuleta. I really love him and that song 'cause it's very sensible especially the part:
'If anyone can make me fall in love... You Can'
Lol! I'm falling in love with him everytime I hear him sing that song.

Honestly, I've never been so crazy like this before over any other celebrities and artists like him. He's super duper unique, nice, admirable and inspiring and meeting him (not just seeing him), would be a dream come true for me.

Then, on the jeepney, Yanie, a very very good friend of mine, sat beside me and we had a very long talk-- about David Archuleta, my dreams and also hers.
I told her:
I wanna go abroad, more likely in US 'cause I dream to meet him and get closer to him, to know him more and that I really wish to study Filmmaking there, if not, any course that was related to artistic expressions..."

I believe it is my fulfillment and to reach for my goals is what would make me feel whole.

When I asked her, what she really wants, she said she wanna be a flight attendant and to be with Joe Jonas.

This is a very special day. February 10,2009 at about 7pm, on the jeepney, a very special thing was made and it will come true as long as we believe that it will and we will do our best to reach for it. Many people heard it and it might sound crazy for them but we didn't care.

She said,
"Soon as you go abroad, you'll meet him-- David Archuleta-- and everything you want to happen will happen."

After that, I thought for a few minutes and then I told her...

"After five years, You'll be the flight attendant on the airplane, of the flight on my way back home..."

I see, on that very moment, we were both living our dreams that already came true.

I believe on the right time it will. Never knew how much happier and optimistic I've been after that. Today is a very special day for me and my friends. I am very Thankful to God for all that He gave me.

The Prince and Me

2009-02-09T18:08:00.002+08:00

After about 3 or 4 years, I've watched The Prince and Me again. Just this time I realized what it really meant.

Fairytales do come true in real life, i guess. And that something you don't really believe in happens to you, unexpectedly. It was great and romantic. True love comes just the time when you weren't looking for it.

why?

2009-02-07T19:46:00.001+08:00

© unnoticeably

Eversince the day you came
I haven't been the same again
I thought we'll always be together
That what we had will last forever

You know I don't wanna be alone
I can't live this life on my own
With you is where I wanna be
All I need is you here with me

But I just have to let you go
Because I really love youso
Tryin' to hide all the tears
I started to fall down on my knees

I don't want you to see me cryin'
But it hurts to think you're leavin'
You began to take a step back
And my heart starts to break

As I see you walkin' away
My whole world turns to grey
I don't understand why you said, Hi?
Then after all you'll say Goodbye

There's nothing left for me to say
I just really really wanted you to stay...

Wishing Someday

2009-02-07T19:40:00.001+08:00

© unnoticeably

Everytime I close my eyes
Thoughts of you run through my mind
Dreams that weren't used to be
Slowly took a part of me

I am hoping tomorrow, we will be
Together & forever, you and me
Sharing special moments and laughters
Casting away the shadows of pain
and fears

I saw you from a distance
Waiting for me to get the chance
To come near and reach out to you
Like what I've always want to do

See you smiling back at me
And everything that's supposed to be
Show me that you're not like anybody else
As what I always tell myself

We'll be playing on the summer days
Dancing under the falling rain
Watching the beautiful stars at night
Under the moon that shines so bright

See on your face the sweetest smiles
And stare at each other's eyes
Feel our hearts that beat as one
And will cherish what have just began

You make me want to give all my love to you
There's so much I need you to know
All the time I couldn't help but think of you
Wishing someday, all these would come true

Hope and Dream

2009-02-07T17:25:00.001+08:00

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I am just so stupid and crazy
This isn't what I used to be
For sometime, I am out of my mind
Wanting someone who couldn't be mine
Everytime I think of the impossibility
It's always hard for me to breathe
Fills my eyes with so much tears
I just couldn't see things clear
He's the one who made my heart beat again
But why didn't he feel the same?
Why can't I get what I wanted?
When love is all that I've needed
This must be something real
This should've been what I got to feel
But why am I receiving the hurt?
For once, should I forget about it?
Am I just got to wait for him?
Or just hope hard here and dream...